Me? Myself? I?

Today sch as usual.. Nth interesting at all ii tink??? Wasnt in good mood today... So, jus pass the day like tat lor.. Is the day of the leap year, there is also no difference at all.. Lols..
Today band prac.. Hmm.. Aft chi extra lesson den came.. Den had combine for a while den sectional... After sectional, combine a while den went out to teach the new sec 1s saxo.. Lols!! WELcOmE to SaXo!! Lols.. As if they will read it.. Was like so bz setting up the instru, looking for mouthpiece, teaching dem hw to play... Kip walking here and there... Den when pack up oso so rush.. Almost no breath le.. Lols.. Band ended around 5 plus.. Den stay back a while for sectional talk.. Den aft tat chat around wif de majors a while den go home..

1 MORE BAND PRAC AND IM STEPPING DOWN!!!! Time really fly fast... Still can remember de 1st day i joined band, de 1st day ii join saxo... Really missed those days when seniors are still around... Enjoyed so much during the past years.. Only till sec 3 den started to get tired of it.. But still stayed till now.. =]
Nxt Fri de day when de sec4s are officially stepping down.. Cant w8 for it?? Mayb... Lols..

9:52 PM

Today.. Totally no mood.. Wateve ppl say ii jus want to say de opposite... Bad mood!! Stress!! Stress of??? Sch work? Test? Of cuz all therese will be included.. But some things jus cant be explain... If explain, somehow, i will feel vry hurt... Haiix...

*BOMB!!!*
Burst le!!! Lols... Cannot take it anymore..

Dun expect me to be in good mood tmr

9:28 PM

Checked this from a website...
using my chi name to analyse...

內在想法
*感性大於理性，感情豐富，是個性情中人
*熱心助人，在朋友有難時定會拔刀相助，但有時又太過雞婆*本身較無法控制脾氣，容易情緒化
*遇到問題時會顯得反應比較激烈，沒辦法冷靜
*容易把簡單的事搞得很複雜，令人難以理解
外在行為
*不拘小節，所以個性非常阿莎力
*缺乏圓融性，在與他人溝通、協調上較不易互相配合而堅持己見
*有利益必爭到底，不會跟自己的金錢過不去
*有時唯利是圖過頭了，會讓人覺得像個勢利鬼
*懂得為自己節儉，不會隨便浪費

The ones in purple is those ii think is accurate to me.. How u guys think???

9:33 PM

Hi guys.. Here ii am again.. Hahas.. Today life as per normal... Had ss lesson. Den for geog, took back my TA.. =X I FAILED BADLY!!!! :'( Haiix.. Was kinda disappointed when ii took the paper back... I was expecting to fail, but didnt expect tat it will be so low.. Den during tcher going thru ii was acting as if there is no big deal of failing so badly.. So when my classmates asked me abt my marks.. I jus tell dem lor.. Den dey were ii wat?? get so low marks?? They were SHOCKED!!! Can u guys kindly dun be so shocked.. It will add the pain in it... And seriously ii hate it when u guys compare my marks wif me, when ii myself noe tat i scored badly... It hurts... Not naming any1.. Jus have a overall thinking of it... Anw, dun think too highly on me... Does my face shows tat im clever? or shows tat i will pass?? No rite? Even my mum was so shocked tat i scored so badly.. But she knew the reason why... Wat can ii do now?? Buck up on my geog!!! Im not even slacking, but ii still scored so badly.. Wat does it says? Im jus not as smart as u guys think ii am.. Ok, enuff of TA... Its over!! Aft geog lesson.. Had e maths lesson.. but had a maths retest.. So didnt do e maths.. Hmm.. Today a maths was quite okay?? Expecting to pass.. Cuz the qns are similar in those tested in TA... As i expected tat i do not noe hw to do the last qn... So jus have to gave up thr 10marks.. But aft handing in the paper... I recalled tat de part for (a) ii noe hw to do... Ahh.. Too bad.. Cannt go back in time.. Lols.. Aft recess went to AVA rm for chi lessons.. Nth much oso.. Den for eng lesson, went to hall.. Did filing n corrections for the essay.. Hmm.. Aft tat have assembly on hw to speak standard english.. Lols.. Im not get used to it of speaking standard english.. Tat also include in typing.. Haha.. I cant imagine myself typing standard english in blog.. Lols..
Aft sch.. WENT HOME!!

5:13 PM

Hmmm... shld blog it short.. Lessons as per normal.. Today had physics TA... Hmm... Is quite okay?? Not very difficult?? Tmr dere will be a maths retest.. Haiix.. Diddnt really study much... Hope can pass bah.. =X
2 more band prac im gonna step down le.. Time flies..
Will miss the days in band..
Is this short enuff?? Haha.. Nth to blog le.. bye!

9:59 PM

Hmm.. Wat shld ii blog?? Blog abt wat i did today??? Hmm.. Spent my whole day at home, cuz didnt want to go my grandpa's hse.. Boring.. Go there oso nth to do.. I rather stay at home.. Was actually spending some of my time studying phy.. But nth went into my head.. Jus cannt rmbr.. Perhaps tmr den study...

2 more days!!! Lols.. Im not de one hu is counting down.. Is kelly.. Why she so kan chiong den me?? Im de 1 hu is gonna be doing de talking.. Ahyo.. Stress me up only.. Hahas... 1st time and de last time for tue... Of cuz stress lah... lols.. 3-4 more band prac stepping down le.. Woohoo~ Finally!! Lols.. Say until like as if i wanna get rid of it asap.. Haha.. Gonna miss the section when i step down.. Haiix.. Still got NBC... Got the urge of not going.. Sian.. Can ii last min change my mind of not going??? Haiix.. Got NBC means still nid go back for band.. But not every band prac.. The most go back once a week?? See how things goes den decide...

Tmr back to sch to have lessons le.. Hope everyting goes no smoothly.. Hope tat ii didnt 4gt wat tcher taught the week b4.. lols.. Or else ii will be struggling again...

7:41 PM

Just came back from outside... Where did ii go?? Wat did ii do??

Morning woke up at 9am den prepare this and that to go out at 11am to meet wif some of dem to buy some stuffs... Aft meeting, directly go and buy the ting... It took us only 10mins?? Wasnt tat tooo fast?? After tat, shopped around at tm for a while den went kfc to eat.. Aft tat, went home.. =.=... Suppose to meet other classmates at 3.30pm, but the time was only 1pm after we had our lunch.. As there was nowhere for me to go, so ii decided to go home.. Went home, use comp for a while den left again.. Reached tamp inter 3.15pm.. Saw no1 there yet.. So, shopped 1 whole round of tm... Lol.. Jus to let the time fly.. So walked back at 3.30pm.. Den blah blah blah..

Took train to plaza singapura to watch movie.. Watched " L change the world".. Hmm.. 1st time watch japanese show.. Was quite alrite.. Aft the show ii left le.. Why leave so fast?? Meeting up wif my uncle, aunt, mum and my little cousin for dinner at airport swensens... So of cuz ii will leave... Family r definitely more impt den frens! lols... So took train back to tampines den my uncle drive us to airport... Reached T3 at around 9 plus.. It was my 1st time going to T3.. The place is quite nice.. Everywhere oso glass.. lols.. Reached there den was trying to look for where swensens is.. So look high n low and finally found it.. But, when reached there... 1 of the waitress said tat, the person infront us is the last customers.. Cuz dey r gonna close at 10.30pm.. If we wait, it will be vry late le... So no choice have to go other place.. So, went to T2's swensens[24 hr] Reached there and queued and started eating my dinner at 10 plus pm... Lols.. Is my supper aka dinner le.. lols.. But didnt had much.. eat only ice cream.. Haha... Aft eating was alrdy 11 plus le.. Den went home.. Now im so slpy... Yawn~

Some candy ii saw when shopping around T3.. Looks nice..

SwensenS!!

12:53 AM

Today went for cip at.... Society for the Aged Sick... Hmm.. Suppose to interact wif those elderly.. But was kinda scary.. Lols.. Dun dare to walk towards them.. Den stand at 1 side for quite sometimes den walk towards dem.. Shake hands wif dem.. Den was the time for dem to eat, den helped to give out cups of waters... Den aft tat made some origami for dem.. Did until around 11 plus den went back to sch le..
Den. Blah blah blah.. Come back home have a nap..
Den around 6 plus pm, went to watch movie wif my mum.. watched 'jumper'.. Quite interesting... Aft tat went to have dinner den come home le...

9:46 PM

Didnt blog abt the motaviation workshop on tue and ytd.. Quite interesting... Enjoyed myself during the workshop.. Learnt quite a lots of tings which are useful to me..
Day 2
Learnt to differentiate wat kind of learner i am.. Visual, Auditory or Kinesthetic? I'm a visual leaner.. Visual learners usually thinks in pics, closes the eyes to visualize or rmbr things.. Hmm.. Tat's so me.. Haha.. More points on it, but not gonna to list it all out.. Learnt hw to cre8 an ideal study condition, learnt tat hw our brain works, and hw does our memory works..
If cant rmbr things in a whole big chunk... We can use quite a few methods to rmbr.. By acronyms, words, sentences, visual, chunking, representation, stories or roman room..
learnt how to do note taking in the correct way.. There are few types of ways, the cornell system, outlining methd, chating flow chart or mind map.. For me, ii prefer outlining n flow chart.. We also did abt public speaking.. How to present a gd presentation on a good way.. After listening to wat the tranier said.. Woo, realise tat im not good at presenting.. Haha.. So after this talk, ii must improve.. Apply the skills taught..

Day3
Did quite a lot on time management... Must know wat are the impt and urgent things and wat are the not impt and not urgent things... So after listing the things ii did for last week, realise not was not impt or urgent at all.. So must change on my lifestyle... Must do more impt things.. Haha.. It is easy to say, but not easy to do... So must do planning..
Den we also did on stress management... Talk abt hw stress works, effects of stress.. Some of the symptoms of stress are.. Behavioral: nightmares, nervous habits, shopping, teeth grinding, irritability or implatience, crying over minor things... Physical: Migraine or tension headaches, digestive probs, shallowing breathing or sighing, cold or sweaty palms, muscular tension and aches... So we learnt how to cope with it.. Eg. listening to soothing music, relazation exercises breathing exercises, stretching....

Hmm.. This is wat ii mostly learnt for the past 2 days... Really enjoyed myself for the past 3 days.. At 1st thought tat it will be boring, but end up quite good.. =]

For today, went sch for chem TA... Ytd spent around 3 hrs studying only.. Cuz was too slpy.. Was yawning when ii studied.. So at 10pm, cannt take it alrdy, den went to slp.. Lols.. Today's TA was quite ok?? Not really vry difficult ii think.. Aft TA, den recess.. Aft recess, had cip briefing abt tmr.. Den had sexuality talk... During the talk, ii was quite bored.. Feel like slpy.. But wat to do?? Still have to listen.. Lols.. Aft sch, went grandma hse for a while den go home.. Now w8ing for time to pass and go out for dinner.. Woohoo! My bro not at home, went for camp, so de hse will be quiet.. Finally w8ed for this day to come.. Haha..

4:55 PM

Today had de enrichment workshop.. 1st part before lunch break was still ok.. Didnt doze off.. But after lunch break, ii start to yawn... Getting bored... Only the activities woke me up.. Or else ii surely will be slping thru..
But of cuz.. didnt waste my whole day in sch.. Of cuz learnt some things..

- Must believe in myself =) [ Trying to believe in myself]
- Be positive [eg. Dun say, I nvr have enough time... Must say, Ive enough time to do wat i need to do]
- Must have positive affirmation
- " I'd rather have poeple who hate me for who I am than love me for who I am not", after reading this quote, i recalled of this quote "If you are everything to everybody, you end up being nothing to yourself."
Isn't it similar?? Lols.. =]
Specific
Measuarble
Achievable
Relistic
Timely

8:42 PM

Yay! Jus had my new hp.. Lols... My aunts bought for me as my bday present... Dun nid ii pay of cuz happy lah.. Lols.. Havent get to try out all the functions yet.. Will nid time to get use to it.. Lols..

9:06 PM

Coming week is camp week.. Sec 1's, Sec 2's, Sec 3's have camps.. And Sec 4's have enrichment workshop... Will be frm 8am-5pm on mon, tue and wed... Hmm... Long day for me.. Sian.. Den thurs will have chem TA and some other talk.. Den fri will have CIP.. This will be for my coming week stuff... Hw will it go?? Dunno.. W8 till it comes den ii will noe..

2:08 PM

Today... Sch as usual... Nth special.. I got back my a maths TA... omg!!! I FAILED BY 1 MARK!! AHHHHH... Jus 1 mark and ii can pass.. Haiix.. Wat to do?? Got careless and trigo ii duno hw to do.. Nid to do more prac le.. =( Haiix...
Had Band prac today aft lessons... Nth much oso... Had combine of the canteen performance songs... Ended quite early today... So went home early lor.. Reach home so sian.. Lazy to do homework.. Den around 6pm went for dinner.. Den came back use comp..
~The End~
Boring? Ya, nth to blog..

10:16 PM

Today sch as per normal.. Nothing much tho.. Hmm.. Only tat today is Vday.. Happy Valentine's Day to all.. =]

Today aft sch went to my grandma hse.. For wat?? Celebrate my lunar bday by eating mian xian and hong ji dan.. lols.. So walked there den had my lunch... W8ed for my dad to pick me den go home... Tired n Slpy now.. Did some of my a maths hw... But havent study for nxt wk TA yet.. Haiix..

This is wat ii ate for my lunar bday jus now.. =]
Hungry mah, after looking at the pic?? Haha..

8:43 PM

Hmm.. Today had Geog TA and A maths TA... My results are jus going down the drain... I did not have enough time of studying due to last week new year and celebrating my bday on monday.. So i left wif only tue to study.. And cca ended around 5 plus.. And ii dragged my way out of sch.. I left around 6pm, den went to meet up wif my dad and picked my mum den went for dinner.. After dinner, den went home.. Reached home around 7.25pm.. Den had my shower and started my revision.. Started studying my A maths 1st, as ii tink tat my A maths is more impt den geog =X So, ytd locked myself in the room to study... Studied A maths until 10pm.. Wow, i was like rushing thru the chaps.. And im struggling wif my trigo... Haiix.. But too bad, Ive to stop studying at 10pm or else not enuff time for geog.. So after studying a maths, I studied geog for 40mins.. And my brain jus shut down.. Not working anymore for any sch work... lols.. So, u see, jus by reading 40mins, wat can ii rmbr?? Nothing... So, aft studying den SLEEP.. Yawn~ So slpy...
Today woke up and feeling quite tired... Cuz whole nite was tinking of a maths and geog... Haiix..
Den during the test was......
Geog im gonna fail ii tink... Cuz is totally cannt rmbr any info.. So im dead..
For A maths.. Hmm... Those ii noe de i do le, if no careless mistake shld be ok.. But for de trigo qns, none of it ii noe.. =X Only noe parts of it.. So if still have marks here and there, MAYBE i will pass..
After the test ii was so relieved.. Like put down a big burden.. lols.. Other lessons was still ok.. Had ting xie for Chi lesson and did compre for EL lesson..
For today's assembly was abt total defence day... Hmm.. Still ok.. At least i did not feel slpy.. Haha..
After sch, went KFC wif PA and Sharon.. Lols.. PA treated me, so... Bought the most ex de.. Haha.. jkjk.. Anw, Thanks Pui Ann.. =] After eating, went to big bookshop a while den went home le... Reached home had my shower and did my hmwk... And now here ii am.. Ltr gonna go out for dinner.. So dunno tonite got time to on9 anot.. Haiix.. Sian..

6:22 PM

Woohoo~

Jus came back frm dinner... Ate at crystal jade.. De food still not bad..

Aft tat walk around TM.. Den bought my 'BIGGEST' cake for my 16th bday.. Shall upload de pic i took eating my cake. Haha..

Den aft tat come back le..

Im gonna get I-weekly tmr.. It will be my best present for the year.. =]]

Not even buying a new hp now i will be as happy.. Haha..

9:49 PM

Im officially 16 years old.. Can 光明正大 watch NC16 le... Lols..

As ii expected for today... So wat meaningful tings did i do today?? Nth.. Other den sch work, it is still sch work... Haiix.. Boring.. Wanna spend my day meaningfully oso cannt.. Too bad, cuz have to go to sch.. Haiix... Aft sch went to eat long john silver.. Finally.. Finally.. Ive been w8ing for a day to go n eat it.. And finally i ate it today aft sch.. hahas.. Like 100 yrs nvr eat b4.. =.=

How ii wish i can spend my day meaningfully.... But nvm, at least dinner gonna go out to eat.. It has been i long time de whole family[4+1] ate together.. I tink tat will be my best for today?? Hope so..

Anw... THANKS TO...
~ Syafiqah
~ YiHan
~ Sharon
~ Ain
~ Maizurah
~ Kirin
~ Sax0 section
For the presents... =]]
~ Meaties
~ Teachers
~ Hui Leng Jie Jie
And all my other frens,
For wishing me..
~ My little cousin singing bday song to me few days b4
Not 4getting my family hu are always there for me...

I tink the best ting ii received for my bday this yr is.. Meaties wishing me... =]

My birthday wishes:
- Do well in my 'O' lvls..
- **** *** ** **** **** =]

3:16 PM

Oh no.. Im suppose to be studying for my tests on wed.. But i totally got no mood study.. Ytd was suppose to study since im at home.. But got 1 of my relative came.. So pei dem and chat n use comp.. lols.. So end up didnt study.. Lols.. Wasted my whole day ytd..
Den today woke up at around 11plus.. Den had my breakfast n lunch together den my mum say wanna go out n pray.. Den went to joo chiat to pray.. Aft tat go to my grandpa hse... Lols, den my grandpa recalled that de 1st day of new yr 4gt to give us ang bao.. Haha.. Den now den jus take.. And now im sitting infront of the comp stoning..

Im gonna be 16 tmr.. =]

1:50 PM

Hmm.. Wat did i do today?? Of cuz go around collect ang bao.. But not as much as ytd.. A big difference den ytd... Went to my gu po hse.. Went to 3 of my gu po hse.. All ii did was.. Eat, eat and eat... After tis five days at home and visiting... I'm definitely going to grow fatter.. OMG!!! I dunwan that to happen.. Haha.. Reached home around 7plus.. Den watch tv, den shower... After tat rest for a while den use comp.. Now feeling kinda bored... Yawn~ Sian.. Lazy to study for my tests... =X Hw can i be so lazy.. Is my 'O' lvl year.. Ahh... Mayb tmr den start studying..

Hmm.. My bday is in 3 days time.. Hmm.. hope ii will spend the day meaningfully.. But ii doubt so.. Cuz is a monday.. got sch.. So half of de day in sch le.. De other half, stay at home and study?? Haiix.. Sian..

9:42 PM

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Today is de 1st day of Lunar New Year.. As de same as the previous years.. 1st, go to my grandma hse... Den of cuz collect ang bao.. Den eat some food... Aft tat stay there a while den left.. Den went to temple to pray my ah gong.. Den went to my grandpa hse... Now im here.. Using de comp.. Since alot of relatives came and left le.. Lol.. Ltr gonna go my great aunt hse.. Say until lik dey very old like tat.. But the truth they not really lik grandpa, grandma age... lols..

Ytd went to my aunt hse for reunion dinner, ate steamboat.. Ate until i was sooooo full... But went there, not fun as i expected.. Cuz my 2 younger cousins not around.. =( So, i was sian lor.. My 2 other cousins grow older le.. 1 Pri 6, 1 Sec 2... Pri 6 de still can chat around.. Sec 2 de, hmm.. Dun really can click well alrdy.. Didnt even chatted much.. lols.. Aft dinner, sat around for a while.. Den around 10pm went home.. Den watch de countdown tingy.. And use comp to countdown wif the meaties.. hehe.. Tis yr countdown show, not really nice leh.. Hmm... Or mayb becuz ii too focus on comp le.. That's why tink not nice.. lol..

Nth much alrdy.. Did most or mayb all my hmwk alrdy.. The last ting to do is.. Study for next week TA.. Jiayou!!!! LoLs... =]

3:23 PM

Last day of sch of de week.. Woohoo.. Lunar New Year is coming.. Hmm.. Aft putting deco in de hse.. At least ii got a bit of having new year.. If no deco.. Seriously no mood.. Today had lesson until 12.05pm.. Den clean de classroom.. Den have concert in the hall.. Hmm.. Still okay bah... Ended around 1.45pm ii tink.. Den had my lunch den go for band prac.. Sian.. Is only for 1.5hr.. Not long not short.. lols.. Den halfway, went down to hall, cuz syafiqah presenting de total defence tingy.. Tink she presenting wif ain.. Hmm.. just cross my name out.. I feel so bad for not helping.. =(
Aft tat went home.. Reach home..... Do hmwk.. Trying to do as much as possible.. Did A maths hw n some corrections.. Hope can finish all by tmr aftnn.. Den im settled.. Left wif studying.. =X

10:56 PM

Enuff of the nagging..
Enuff of the complaining..
Wat do u want me to do???????
Is not ii dunwan to clear my room..
THERE IS NTH TO CLEAR!!!
Wat u want me to clear??? All my books?? All my accesseries?? All the tings tat I like??? Wat de... Like tat i clear my whole of my room lah even the bed oso throw... COMFIRM CLEAN AND SPARKING.. Den ii wont be hearing u nagging n complaining.. As nice as yr cardboard wif jus yr clothes... Mayb 7 tee shirt is enuff.. 1 day each.. No extra no nagging.. Argh...
Like tat u will be happy as u tink.. And ii will nvr be happy..

4:02 PM

If only Im doreamon...

I can make the hse sparkling clean without listening to my dad nagging at me...

If only Im doraemon...

I can fly to sch.. Or even jus teleport there..

If only Im doraemon..

I dun nid to study.. Den my life will not be so boring.. It will be much better..

If only Im doraemon...

I will not have so much stress over so many tings, as tings can be solve easily by digging the big pocket...

5:21 PM

YES!!!!!!!!!! I DID NOT FAIL MY E MATHS!!!! Im definitely feeling relief.. At least ii did not fail.. Phew~ Im happy enuff for not failing.. So nth to comment abt.. =]
Today im sch had MT lesson, den all other periods are all tests!!! Phy Test.. Quite alrite.. Duno hw to alst qn.. A maths test, i tink die le.. total 4 qn, only noe hw to do 2.. And de last qn is 10m and ii duno hw to do.. lols.. Aft recess have Eng TA1.. On summary... Finished jus in time... Aft tat got extra MT lesson.. Did compre again.. Yawn~~ Lols.. Aft tat go band prac.. den nth much le.. Aft tat took bus home.. Saw Samantha C. & Lingyu at the bus stop.. Den took bus together... On bus, Sam C. asked me.. Yr blog everytime say abt 'O' lvl??? Is yr life filled wif 'O' lvl only?? Den i was tinking.. Hmm... True, ive been talking abt 'O' lvl almost everyday??? Other den 'O' lvls, ii dunno wat ii can say.. Perhaps abt meaty??? Hehe.. =]

9:23 PM