Me? Myself? I?

Packed! My schedule seems so packed. I'm like so busy.
SPMP was just over and there's event for Astro.
Still gotta think of events for SPP.

I shoudn't have gave myself so much problems.

MST arh MST~
Why can't they give us the dates earlier...
Waiting waiting waiting....

8:50 PM

Oh no! 2 more weeks... Datelines!!!
FOM CA1 by the following Friday.
DBMS assignment by the following Friday.

Die die!!! I'm like lacking of time to do my things.

12:14 AM

Haven't been blogging for days.
Life is the same. Nothing special.

I'm starting to worry for accounting's MST. The numbers seem so foreign to me. I just can't get it right. Which to put for debit, which to put for credit.
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I don't know why.. I suddenly miss the freaks for the past few days. Aren't we gonna meet any sooner??

8:30 PM

What a week..
Ups and downs...
The week started with CRS CA1. Which was a disaster.
Slept later than usual on Tuesday to rush out FOM ppt and study for Java quiz. Ended up, the Java quiz was rather simple. =.=
Was feeling rather giddy the whole day on Wednesday but I still went for Astro's sub-comm interview. I don't know if I really want to join the sub-comm. Went for the interview for 2 reasons. First, it's because my friends ask me to go. Secondly, because of CCA points. I'm actually afraid to be committed in too many stuffs.
Today was FOM presentation. I wasn't nervous at all even when I'm not really prepared. Maybe because it's a short presentation.

Another week of school is over.. Another 4 more weeks to go..
More projects to do. More datelines to meet.

7:10 PM

Screwed! I screwed up my CRS CA1 which is 30%!
I can't believe I stumbled the moment I start talking. Why was I so nervous for? Even my friends sitting beside me waiting for their turn to speak realised that I was extremely nervous. They said I was more nervous than having a presentation. Yes, and I realised that too! I just can't form all the sentence structures correctly and my brain was not processing.

I hate the fact that I prepared and the outcome is so terrbile. I'm so afraid I'll get a C. I doubt the next 70%, which are eassys can pull my marks up.

All thanks to ESS during DPA period which had scare me off. I thought I did fairly well and my result was so terrible. What more can I say for today's CA?

I know it's over. But I just can't stop thinking about it. Sad. :(

9:15 PM

Gonna have a busy week....

CRS CA1 tomorrow. Hope I won't screw it up. Why must we be tested on oral again? But this time round with those reasoning skills? I'm so afraid I won't do well and there goes my 30%.
Wednesday with Java quiz.
Friday with FOM presentation. I'm so not prepared for it. Hope we are doing correctly.

I'm thinking if I should go for Astro's sub-comm interview this Wed. Will I end up committed in too many things and not doing well for my studies? But I need the leadership points.

I can't decide.

9:49 PM

Any unwanted sec 3/4 textbooks out there?
I think those who are reading this won't have them at all?
I'm just trying my luck.
If have, please contact me? Haha.

At one moment I'm complaining about my brother. Now I'm helping him to search for textbooks. The purpose of being the eldest at home is to help the younger ones whenever they need? Why can't it be the other way round?

The bad thing of having a younger sibling who is 3 years difference in age and a cousin 1 year older than him. Because all the textbooks I have will ended up be with my cousin. Even since a few years back I started calculating. It's so 不划算 to have a sibling 3 years younger.

I'm just talking nonsense.

Ohya, I wanna donate bloood! Didn't go for last semester's, so wanna go this semester. I better stay healthy till then, or else how to donate?

6:01 PM

That message came in a little sudden. A little random.
But I like it! Haha!

I sort of almost gave up in updating one another. I'm tired.
But, since someone initiated, I don't mind.

"We will drift apart, if we want to"
I don't want to, but more or less we will still be. Nothing can be the same again. I know that very clearly. Be it anything, it changes.

No matter how great those days were, no matter how fun those day were, those can only be part of my memory.
More importantly, what can we do now and the future.

How we want to maintain this friendship? It's all our choice.

6:23 PM

What are siblings?
I really wonder.

At times I thought, the relationship between siblings are worse than meeting a long lost friend.
If you happen to meet your long lost friend on the road, you may even smile?
If I happen to meet my brother, he will act as if he doesn't know me and I merely had a glance at him. What's this? Even going out together, we don't walk together. We don't really have a topic to say. Not as if I don't want to talk to him, but he just can't be bothered.

6:25 PM