10:02 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
Everything is changing... It's so not me...
Is it because of the environment? I have to adapt to it?
Where is the normal me?
I miss the old days... The time when I always crap around. I don't seem to be able to do it now... Perhaps I'm still not used to it?
I don't know.
Have I become a little too sensitive? A small little thing may just bother me the whole day. What's wrong with me? Do I really have nothing better to do and keep thinking of nonsensical stuffs?
I don't know. I really don't know.
7:53 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I would rather have marketing than ESS =X
Haiix..
8:50 PM
A horse? A bird? What can you see??
6:33 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
好难的今天能看得到。。。
It's not only 1 rainbow.. There was 2.. It was above this rainbow.But another was not so clear, so took pic and can't see at all...
8:14 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Nothing can be changed. Shall put hope on Top 10 instead.
What brightens my day is when my grandma says “瑞恩演戏很自然。” I've seldom talked to her about idols and stuff. Only talking about the drama. I was telling her about SA and she asked me how's LP's acting. Didn't say much and that was what she said. :)
Today's lesson was fun!!! Using one of the programme in school to do 3D structures in computer. Just like making 3D cartoons and games. But we didn't do that. We just did random structures..
Shall not explain more.. Just look at the pictures...
I love the blue one!!!! :)
Can you see any shapes or figure with those random structures? LOL!
Can you see any shapes or figure with those random structures? LOL!
9:04 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
I still can't decide whether to join band fiesta or not.. I'm afraid I can't cope with the upcoming projects... On the other hand, I really wish to join. It's gonna be FUN~
满脑里都是问号，想了很多，也不知道在想什么。
5:57 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I thought DPA are for students who doesn't have confident in doing well for O's?
I thought DPA are for students who are unsure if they are able to get a place in the course they want?
I thought DPA are for students who have already know which path they want to go and apply for it?
I am right that DPA are for students who have chosen their path before O's even started, but I'm wrong that DPA are for those who doesn't have confident and those who are afraid that they are unable to get a place in the course they want.
Who say being in poly will be more relaxing than in JC?
Perhaps JC people may think so. But in poly is not much easier too. Every project determines how well you will do after 3 years. Easier? I doubt so.
60% of SP's DPA students scored 3-10 points for their O's! Scary!
Can you see the competition? It's stressful.
How am I suppose to compete with them?
Their understanding standard are so powerful... Their English standard are even better.
Just in a week I can know how tough the competition is. Everyone wants to do well, score the best in all the GEMs...
That's life all about...
9:20 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
I think it's because it's end of the week. All my energy has been used up. Totally no energy for today's lesson. It's ESS[Effective Speaking Skills] To simplify things, it means English lesson. =.=
Have to speak proper English. =.= As if by just 6 lessons my speaking skills can improve so much. Did sort of an oral thingy in the morning. Have to choose an article and read in front of the whole class. As usual, I'm reading too fast. Since last year, I still can't slow down my speed of reading out loud. Had a long lunch break. Too long till I have nothing to do and wanted to doze off.
After lunch, had to do a 'story'. It's more of like summarising an article and say it to the class without looking at the notes that we've written down from the article. As if I have powerful brain. I can't remember much. I was already very sleepy when the afternoon lesson started. Can't really concentrate. So, just tried to listen. Everybody has to say their 'stories' in front of the whole class. =.=
How lucky I was? I was the last person. No longer have the energy to think or even speak proper English. So, just went up and tried not to look at my notes and say about my 'story'.
Monotone? I was already going to lala-land. Still want it to be with great tone? LOL!
Just did it quickly and settled with it.
Nothing much to update actually. It's just about school life. As if people will care what I do in school. Lol!
Anyway, I really need to have a good sleep tonight!
6:38 PM
It just shows how much I really want to understand about marketing...
Aft a little discussing of the project yesterday night, I have a little more understanding about marketing.. Not very clear though, but.... I'll try to get it clear by tonight after school.. :)
No time to waste.. More things coming up...
7:16 AM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
I don't know how to explain..
Learnt about Marketing.
It's totally a new thing for me. I was totally lost about what I'm learning at first. I don't get it. It's like out of the sudden talking about marketing and the lecturer was explaining all about what is marketing.
I was totally blur! I can't catch what she was trying to say. Somemore, the whole morning was lecture. She keep on saying and saying. Make me so sleepy~
CRAP~ I just went to my course and see what modules am going to learn for DBIT.
There is marketing... Omg!!!!!!!!
I HAVE TO UNDERSTANDING WHAT'S MARKETING ALL ABOUT!!
AHHHH!
What's more? There is a project for this module.. Perhaps all modules also have projects, only this come first.
Haiix....
6:40 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
第四句
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
Read from an email... It's really meaningful..
5:05 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Guess what? Today ended lesson at 11.30am!!! It's so early!
When will I have another day to end lesson so early?
Today's lesson was alright.. Kind of interesting? But I felt sleepy through the lesson..
I have to think outside the box! You know, I don't have those creative cells... Thus, it may be a little tough for me... Nvm~ Shall see how along the way...
Lesson ended early, went grandma's hse the whole aftnn.. Had my nap there..
When was the last time I had naps in the aftnn? It was long long ago...
No school tmr.. It means a day for me to sleep! :)
7:03 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
Haven't been reaching home early for such a long time? Past 2 weeks did I come home early? Can't remember...
Ended lesson at around 2.30pm today... Learnt about 'Understanding Data'.. And what is it really about? It is all about mean, median and mode today. =.=
Bored~ Okay, at least refreshed my memories of what I've learnt in Secondary School...
Ending school at 2.30pm is real early... That includes all the crapping time we had... Haha! Imagine if we don't crap, how early can we have ended?
Had our 1st presentation today... Haven't been doing presentation for a long long time.. Everytime when I do presentation, I will read from the slides... Today, I tried to summarise some of it... End up I summarise too much and I went blur! LOL!!
Learning other modules tomorrow.. What will it be? Haiix.. Have to go website and check it out~
4:11 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I'm still wondering if I'm in the correct cluster. Because in cluster 4 means that I will learn certain things different from the rest from School of Business(SB). And my course is under SB.
This is making me so confusing~
Whatever it is... I will know it tomorrow...
Woohoo~ My bro is going for camp for 5 days! PEACE! There will be peace at home...
9:45 PM
12:05 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Firstly, let me say this first...
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Went out with yihan, pui ann, ain, maizurah and sharon today. Met up and went to KFC to have lunch. I've been eating KFC since Thursday.. Omg! I'm growing fatter...
Because of Maizurah, most of the time we spent was eating! We ate at KFC, then after we finish eating, here comes Maizurah and she wanted to eat Mac. So, we went there to chit-chat..
We haven't been doing much. We went around shopping at Whitesands, Tampines Mall and Century Square to shop. But with all the crap we talked about, it was really great. Pardon me for being so high today, I just miss you all too much. Hahaha!!!
What else.. Hmm..
We took neoprints.. Spent our crazy time inside that little small place.. Love the neoprints we took today.. Haha!
Spent the whole afternoon with them.. After all of them left except Pui Ann, we went for dinner.. Lol!!! Talked crap with her.. Haha~
How long haven't I been so happy with them? It's really a great day... Perhaps because we haven't met for quite a while. :)
Anyway...
Thanks Ain for your card.
Thanks Pui Ann for your lunch treat.
Thanks Sharon for your present and card.
Thanks Maizurah for your cake.
Thanks Yi Han for your card.
Thanks Syafiqah for your present.
Let's meet again soon!! Going to miss you people~
10:33 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
After that wanted to shop around at TM 1st before meeting up with Yi Han to go back to band. But then, I received a sms from sch... Saying that we have to wear proper attire in order in enter JYSS.. No shorts, no slippers. I was wearing slippers and shorts. Obviously I won't be able to enter the school if I wear that. Sian~
So, travelled home and get changed and went back to band... Nothing much, just sat down and listen to them playing. Stayed till band ended...
9:06 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Reach Dover MRT around 6,45am. Guess what? I left my wallet at home. I didn't realise my wallet dropped out from my bag until my mum called and tell me. So, waited for my mum to travelled all the way to Dover to pass me my wallet.. How careless of me.
After that, walked in to SP. Waited for everyone to arrive and we depart off to Mawai.
Can't remember what time we reached there... Reached there and settled down with all our stuffs and had our lunch and started with our activities. Our group starting building the raft first... Not much time to build, not much experience. End up, when the raft went into the water, half of it went off.. After that we proceeded with the Asli Water Obstacles.. Starting of the water obstacles was alright. I didn't get wet. Phew! So I continued with the obstacles. Next one I went, I was half wet. Continued with most the obstacles. I fell into the water for 1 of the obstacles. Lol! Can't balance properly and there I go~ SPLASH!
After the water obstacles activity, went to shower and had our dinner.
Went for River Cruise. Fireflies watching. NICE!! That was the first time I see fireflies... It's just like mini light bulbs on Christmas trees... During the River Cruise, Uncle Sut also talked about the stars. Constellation.. It makes me more like joining Astronomer Club. But I'm still not sure about it yet. After the River Cruise was supper and lights off...
11Feb'09[Day 2]
The day started at 6am for me. Did all the necessary stuffs and met at 7am for breakfast. After breakfast, we headed to Gunung Arong. The bus ride was about 1.5h. Slept througout the ride. Actually, almost all the bus ride, I slept. So reached Gunung Arong around 10+am? Then we started our trekking up to the summit. It's tiring. Non-stop climbing all the way up to the summit. It took us around 45min to reach. My muscles are all aching now... It wasn't an easy trekking for me. Why? Because I haven't been doing much exercise lately. That can explain why I get tired so easily. Had our lunch at the summit as we've brought packed food up. Didn't eat much. Was not feeling hungry, was only feeling thristy.
But before I settled down sitting and eat my lunch. Guess what? My group people started singing birthday song. =.= It's so paiseh! Out of the sudden they sang birthday song. I was actually using my cap to cover my face. Lols! If only they didn't see my writing on the immigration card, they won't know.
After lunch we started trekking down. Normally people would think that trekking down would be more easier. Yes, it is. But some of the part that we trek was very steep. It wasn't that easy after all... For a few times, I almost slip and fall.. But luckily I didn't. Or else I won't be here now typing all these. Trek down and we reached the beach. Can't remember which sea was that. Whatever it is, the scenery there was awesome. I haven't been to the beach so long and seeing such a beautiful scence. After the whole trekking event. We went back to the campsite. Had our shower and dinner.
Then we started with campfire. Had some campfire singing. And we had performance from every group. It was kind of entertaining. Played some games too. Was kind of high during the campfire. Haha. If I wasn't high at all, there is really something wrong. Lol! Before the campfire end, what again? One of the instructors was saying that "today is a special day..." I suspected something will be happen. Indeed, there was. He said that "today is a special day... 2 of the ladies here are celebrating their bday today." He called us up and tell us to go to the front. Lol. I didn't want to go up at first until the other one went up. Luckily it was rather dark during that time, or else I will feel so paiseh! It's paiseh enough that they sang birthday song at the summit. And now it's another time in front of the whole cohort of the DPA students. It was also lucky enough that I'm not the only one. So, they sang birthday song for us. After that we sang 2 more songs and the campfire ends. Had our supper and went off to bed.
12Feb'09[Day 3]
The day started the same as the previous day. Had our breakfast and started with our activity. Today we had the Asli Animal Trap Demonstration and the Swampforest walk. Learnt about some survival skills. The swampforest walk was alright. I was actually expecting to be very muddy but because it haven't been raining for a long time. It wasn't that muddy. But! At the very last part when we almost ended our whole walk, there is one whole pool of mud. We had to jump over to prevent to get too muddy. But still, my shoes were muddy. After that had our shower, packed up, area cleaning and lunch. Had a little presentation and prize giving after that and headed back off to Singapore.
Before reaching Singapore, we stopped at Jusco for an hour shopping. Nothing much to shop. So went to eat KFC instead. After that headed back Singapore. Luckily we didn't caught up with the traffic jam, or else we won't be able to reach SP early and I can't reach home early.
So, that's mostly what had happened these 3 days. I haven't been posting so long for such a long time. Lol...
Overall, the camp was alright. At least I enjoyed myself. But I don't enjoy being beaten by the mosquitoes. Haha...
Pictures will be uploaded when I have more of it later...... :)
10:14 PM
The camp was rather okay.. Shall update more later...
Anyway..
Thanks to all those who sms-ed me birthday wishes and those who post birthday wishes on facebook.. THANKS!
So sorry that I didn't reply all the smses..
There wasn't reception for my hp... =.= Applied for auto-roam and end up don't have.. Waste my time...
More updates later~
8:16 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
It's my birthday today...
I'm still at Mawai Eco Camp...
Birthday Wishes:
**** **** * *** *** *** ** ***** **** ****
**** **** * ** **** ** **** **** ******* ***** ***** ********
Ohya, freaks.. If you happen to see this..
I can't wait to meet you guys this Saturday! It happens to be Valentine's Day too, am I suppose to buy chocolate for you all? Haha..
Anyway, don't buy anything for me arh... Maizurah should have told u all about it.. :) Cya!!!
12:00 AM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Don't miss me too much people! LOL!!!
I'll be back on Thursday!
:)
Will still be bringing my mobile phone along.. But not sure if there is reception there...
8:41 PM
I rather not to have it...
What's the point of 'celebrating'?
I haven't been cutting cakes for at least 2 years.. Excluding with last year's mini cake...
I don't want to cut the cake for the sake of cutting.. No point...
I won't want to hear the birthday song sang 'deadly'.
There is no point of celebrating birthday with a cake and singing birthday song when I'm not even happy... Singing the birthday song with all the 'Happy Birthday'? It's just contradicting...
6:36 PM
Sian... Tomorrow I have to wake up at 5am.. Leave house at 5.45am so that I can reach school by 7am... Sleepy~
4:34 PM
As if he will see this...
12:00 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
I haven't start packing my bag to go for camp on Tuesday. I can't be bothered of what is really necessary to bring for camp. I don't even want to look at the things that I've borrowed from my aunt.
I shall settle everything only tomorrow.
9:27 PM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
去了就知道。。。
不要还没去就下判断。。。
看开一点。。。
不会比想象中的差吧。。。
Rights~ I'm trying to be optimistic.. As u all know.. I'm always pessimistic... What can I do? Since I can't change anything.. I shall try to enjoy myself there... After all, I haven't go there yet...
Shall celebrate my 17th birthday meaningfully there.. (trying to accept the fact that I can't be with my friends and family.. But I'm still sad about it.. )
Birthday is not a big thing... But unable to celebrate my birthday at least with my family is a big thing to me...
I still can remember my 14th birthday, that was the 1st time when my birthday, my dad was not in Sg...
Every year just have a simple dinner with my family during my birthday, I may not remember much of what happen.. But whenever there is something missing.. I will remember forever...
This year?
I hope I will just miss 2 eps of TDC... Hope the third day can reach home before 9pm..
Don't shop too long at Jusco may help..
Hopefully no traffic jam... Haiix...
开开心心地去玩吧~ :(
自我安慰！
9:57 PM
Don't ask me why am I making all these...
I just miss school so much...
7:41 PM
If it happens that I don't reply smses for 1 week...
If it happens that I don't pick up calls for 1 week...
It means I've disappeared!!!
Perhaps you can say I'm crazy.. Yes, I am crazy at this moment posting this...
I don't find a point being here... School was alright.. Indeed I make new friends... But I feel empty.. I don't seem to belong there... Somehow it feels weird... As usual, you won't see me talking much because I won't have the thought of sharing much when I just know someone...
I don't feel the comfort at home anymore... It has become a place for me to just get my nights over and done with... I don't feel a need to be here...
I... I... I just want to...
SLEEP & forget everything...
My headache is killing me...
3:27 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
I miss school...
I miss my friends...
I miss the freaks... :(
8:36 PM
I regretted submitting the form... Argh!
So many people in my group are withdrawing for certain reason.. I just can't think of any excuse not to go..
What are we doing there?
Day 1
- Asli Water Obstacles
- Raft Building
I'm definitely going to be dirty...
- Campfire at night
Day 2
- Trek to Gunung Arong
-River Cruise @ Night~Fireflies Watching
Day 3
- Asli Animal Traps demonstration
- Swampforest Walk with nature guide
I'm going to get real muddy.. Hate it!!
I don't think I'll just miss 2 eps of TDC.. Maybe all 3.. Since I won't be sure what time to reach SP on the 3rd day.. Earliest by 7pm? Reach home means show has started... Haiix
I really don't know what to do....
I think I said before.. 2009 won't be a good year for me... So many things happening just less than 2 months... Haiix...
6:39 PM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Boring right? Spent a few hours there just for that..
Tmr going Sungei Buloh.. Not again.. Feed mozzies..
Anw, this coming Monday and next Friday, NO SCHOOL!! Woohoo~
So, next week will only going for camp.. After coming back from camp, lessons will start proper..
I don't want to celebrate my birthday at
Lastly.. HEY, FREAKS! I MISS YOU PEOPLE!!!
7:25 PM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Had all the briefing about nxt week camp.. I don't want to go!!! The activities sounds so... I don't know.. I don't really like the environment after they show us the pics.. Worse thing is we are getting real MUDDY! Can you imagine all my clothes are getting muddy? Will I still wear it after that? I don't think so.. But, I don't really have old old clothes.. I've throw all my old clothes away.. Haiix..
Learnt Capoeira just now too.. Luckily I've nvr thought about this cca before... Not really that fun... But learnt something new..
Ohya, have proj to do.. Sian.. About environment thingy.. Need to make a poster.. Sian~
7:57 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
I can't get my password right to get in my SP's email...
So, I click 'forget your password?'
Then after that it says will send instructions INTO the EMAIL..
I don't even know the password to login how to read the set of instructions...
What now? I can't login.. I can read the email regarding the ez-link card thingy!! AHHH!!!
HELP!
10:32 PM
I shouldn't have taken the train all the way to Dover.. If I knew that we are confirming coming down to Bedok Reservoir, I can just tell them and meet them there.. Waste money all the way there..
Today we did Dragonboating and those height elements at Forest Adventure...
Dragonboating was alright... For a short period of time should be okay... If for too long, I think I can't take it...
After dragonboating, we had our lunch...
As usual, after lunch I felt sleepy.. But because of those height elements that we are playing, I'm not that sleepy afterall...
Started with those easy ones and gradually getting more tougher... Overall, it was great.. But tiring.. My hands are hurting now due to grabbing on the rope to tight.. Was afraid that I lose my balance and fall.. That's why, I keep holding on tightly.. One of the last element was those like tazan thingy? Have to hold on to a rope and jump and it will swing to a big net and have to climb on to the net to reach the next part... The swinging part was alright.. For a moment, I don't dare to jump due to the height.. Haha.. But after trying, it's quite fun...
Tiring~ For the whole day, that was what we did..
Sunburnt again.. =.= Because of being so forgetful of not bringing sunblock, that's the outcome...
刚刚才发现，原来我从小的时候，拍照时都不笑的。。。I thought that is because everytime when taking photo I'm not in the mood of it.. That's why didn't smile for most of it.. Or maybe just 'fake smile'... Only when I went to my mum's office just now, I realised all the photos there, I didn't smile.. Even my bro's photo also... No wonder everytime I tell him to smile, his smile will be so fake.. Haha..
Tmr will be a long long day.. Why is the timing getting earlier and earlier each day.. Yesterday was 8.30am, today was anytime before 8.30am.. Tmr will be 8am.. 天还没亮我就得出门了，到学校太阳已经不知道在哪里了。。。
Got to wake up earlier tmr.. I'm like back to the same time to wake up when I was still in Sec sch..
Hope that the day will fly fast tmr~ Wanna watch tv at night...
8:15 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009
Of all days.. This Wednesday and Friday end at 6pm.
Why must it be on the 1st day when 'Dream Catchers' is showing on TV?
6pm end means by the time I walk to Dover MRT station would be at least 6.15pm.. Train back and take bus home and reach around 7.30pm? Wah! Think of it I'm already tired... Need to quickly eat my dinner and shower so that I can be ready by 9pm?
May even end up sleeping in front of the TV... Haiix...
What's all about Chanbara and Capoeira? Why the sports programme that I'm taking so ulu to me de.. Why not Archery? Muay Thai? Sailing?
I know I'm picky..
Visit to Sungei Buloh this Friday? Not fun de... Go there to feed mozzies..
Hope tomorrow's Forest Adventure & Dragonboating will be fun~
7:38 PM
How can the grouping be this way... I feel so left out.. :(
Total of 104 students split into 5 cluster.. I'm in cluster 4... That's still okay... The problem is I'm the only student from School of Business(SB) which is in cluster 4.. Others are in cluster 1 and 2... Sad can!!! All of them are like together.. Then I'm the extra SB at other cluster... Never mind.. At least I make friends in cluster 4.. And another friend frm SB when the cluster was split into their respective schools... I still can't take the initiative to make friends.. Nvm..
But the worst thing is.... I'm the only person taking Business IT in the whole cohort of the DPA ppl.. SAD!!!! :(
What's more? Different grouping again for tmr... *faints*
The quiet me is here again... Ahh~
Today was kind of boring... Was almost sleeping while the lecturer talking about the SPICE thingy.. Yawn~ Didn't even know must remember the password that was given previously.. End up sitting there and listen only..
Ohya~ Those friends that I know today, they are not going for the camp.. EEEeeeeEe~ Shouldn't have signed the form.. I don't want to go!!!
TMR I HAVE TO GO SP EARLIER! AHH! Why? Because I'm afraid I get lost in the campus.. Lol! Where's SAA?? I don't know how to walk there...
6:52 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
It's 人日!
生日快乐！！！
9:53 PM
I don't like to deal with large amount of money.. I don't like it!!!!!!
Seeing more than 2 red notes inside my wallet, I don't feel safe alrdy..
Ahh~ If only everything doesn't have to deal with money...
Why is studying so troublesome... Because I wanted a better place for that particular course, I have to spend all the unnecessary money... Haiix!
Why am I so stubborn? If only I don't take that course, I don't have to travel all the way to SP... It that case, I can save much more money...
Whatever.. Nothing can be changed now...
9:31 PM
Haiix..
Have to wake up around 30min earlier than I go work... I'm so lazy... I'm so not ready..
6:33 PM