Me? Myself? I?

I realised that....
I'll still be rather busy even thought YOG is over.

Exams.
Packing for the trip.
Appreciation Day.
Flying off.
Back to prepare presentation.
PDL.
Start learning to drive.

Isn't that gonna occupy my next 1 to 2 months?

I want to play more of badminton!

12:14 AM

"Don't be sad that it's over, be glad that it happened and you're all a part of it. (="

YOG ended. Really felt a little sad that it's over.

12:51 AM

Last day of duty today! I really enjoyed myself during the 4 days at TBP.
The exprience. Friendship. These are what I've gained.

Duties are finally over for me. It's time to carry on with life.
What's next are those papers waiting for me.

I gotta really really focus before I start regretting again....

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That feeling is back again. Wanting to let it all out once again. I really want to know if they know about what I'm thinking.

11:01 PM

Last day of duty on Monday!

12:07 PM

I'm not suppose to blog. I'm not suppose to tweet.
But here I am talking about today. =x

Since everything haven't really started, didn't do much today. I can even have a short nap in office. =x
It's only first day at the venue, but there's already situations happening. Hope things will be smooth when the next time I get back to work.

Although nothing much today, but somehow I enjoyed. Perhaps, cos we spent time chatting and bonding.

8:27 PM

Just when I thought I can have a break....

I saw my exam schedule yesterday. 3 papers and it drags for 2 full weeks! I'm thinking to start on 2nd week of YOG. Meaning, it will be 4 weeks of studying till the last paper! I wonder if I have the motivation to study so long.

Just when I thought I can have a break...

More events to plan. More things to do. Still got to 'pass down' what to do to the new subcomm. I wonder, did the previous batch really teach me anything? =x

Sigh.. So much to settle again...

10:12 PM

3 weeks YOG break is here! This means, work is coming!
Other than volunteering, I think I'm gonna give myself 1 week break before I start to chiong for my exams.

Haven't really had a break since I don't know when. Is that the cause why I had a sudden flu? Haha, nonsense!

After this 1 week it will be ECONS, SB and BA!

8:22 PM

Overreacted?

After what happened on Monday, whenever people ask me about the video, I just tell them I don't know anything and tell them not to ask me.
Some of them can see that I was stress and offer to help. I really appreciate it.

One of my groupmates was telling me what they wanted to do and I just replied her 'then?'
Now I'm like feeling guilty to give the heck care attitude?

10:45 PM

What happens when your whole group left you to 'die' all by yourself?
Leaving all the uncertain things to you.
Expecting me to 'lie' through in order not to get scolded by the tutor.

I couldn't do it!
I don't have the courage at all. All I could do was to leave the classroom.

Thanks to them, it was the 2nd time I cried in school!
Worse than the previous time.

“值得吗？你在这里这样，他们知道吗？你在这了担心，有用吗？”
“他们知道要怎么做的，不要担心。” 我可以吗？交不出来我也有责任。

Am I the only one worrying? Why am I giving myself all the stress when nothing is up to me to decide now.

If only I can don't care about it!

After the whole thing, tutor was so scared of me that he spoke so softly to me. =x Weird!

4:00 PM