Me? Myself? I?

It's the end of January. Time flies. I was rather occupied the whole month with all sorts of activities. And there's more to come. That's because exams are coming. I just have to hang on there for another month till my holidays.

Java is only halfway done I suppose? I hope I'm able to complete it and submit it by the dateline.

9:12 PM

The day that I've been preparing since Monday. FOM's presentation and ACC test.
As usual, our group wanted to do our presentation first, so we went up to class early.
I think today was my first time doing the opening. Before the whole of presentation, I was rather nervous but when I started, I somehow calm down a little. I thought I was able to present smoothly without my cue cards even though I placed it in front of me. Started fairly well until one of the slides I realised I missed out saying one sentence. That's when I started to feel nervous again and stumbled. I think I just wasted the chance of scoring an 'A' for presentation.

Maybe it's because we were the first group, for the first half part of presentation, we presented quite slow until we have to rush for last part. I think we've exceeded the time given and most probably marks will be deducted?

But I think this was one of my best presentation even though I stumbled for certain parts.

Morning was all the presentations. After was accounting test.

The very first question and I was stuck! But at least I managed to do the P&L statement and able to do the Balance sheet. Finally able to tally the amount by just one try. Happy! Haha.

After feeling so stressed up for the whole week, finally 2 things done! But that's more to come...

8:23 PM

Happy Birthday Rui En!

6:41 AM

Prepared? I don't know.
Confident? A little.

Hope I won't forget everything I prepared and studied for presentation and test tomorrow.

9:05 PM

Okay, Friday doesn't seem that stress anymore. That's because there's something more stress than what's going to happen on Friday.

An assignment that I don't think I can do well.
An assignment that killed all my brain cells but nothing comes out.
An assignment that drained me up totally.

:'(

11:10 PM

This is terrible....
I'm so stressed up for Friday! Omg! Omg! AHHH!!!
I only have 1 brain. I really can't do both different modules at the same time.
How on earth did I study last time when I'm in secondary school?

Java end of module test is now on the same day as CRS. Although our group will have presented by then, but I doubt I'll be able to concentrate listening to other groups.

This is really killing me.....

10:07 PM

When there's the first time, there will always be the second.
I know I shouldn't be doing it. But too bad, I've just done it again.

The first time was DBMS. Today is CRS.

Giving excuses for myself saying that if I don't skip CRS today, I won't have the chance to skip it. I'm just bored of the lesson. Listening to the lecturer talking non-stop and after that doing group work and bye bye.

Since I'm back early, shall not waste so much time on useless stuffs..

2:19 PM

Haven't been posting for the past few days...
Simply because there's nothing much to post and I'm rather busy with school projects.

Next week will be kind of stress for me I guess?
On Friday, there will be FOM presentation and Acc test. 2 important things happening on the same day, I wonder if I can really manage it. It will also be the first time I'm wearing formal for a presentation. After almost 1 year, now there's a presentation that we have to wear formal. Kind of weird.

Hope... Hope.. Hope.. Nothing goes wrong.

Have been preparing the PowerPoint for the whole afternoon. Tiring!
Haven't start studying accounting yet. Going to spend the whole day tomorrow studying.

There's so much things lining up ahead. But I can't do all the things at one go.

Step by step.....

I can't wait for 1 March 2010 after 6.10pm! That will be my last exam paper!

11:15 PM

I feel so bad for so many things. But I can't specifically say what it is.
Just feel so guilty for certain things. Be it major things or just some minor things....

8:43 PM

My dear friend said that my past few posts were very emo... Haha!
I didn't really realise it. But that was how I felt for the past 1 week.

Anyway, yesterday was the last day of jogging elective.
Hmm.. What should I join next term?

People, remember to watch Channel 8, 9pm from today onwards!

3:05 PM

I'm so not looking forward to next week. I'm so not looking forward to Feb. But I'm looking forward to second week of March.
Next Friday having FOM presentation and accounting CA. Die!
How to prepare both things together on the same day? One of it will definitely be neglected. Sigh~

Feb is when CNY is coming. I'm so not looking forward. That's because after CNY will be end of module tests and exams.

But after exams means holiday! I want my break!

1:39 PM

Mixed feelings... Having too much things on a day is not good.
I was so worried about this morning's SPP outing at Little India. Firstly, it was my first time planning for the outing. Secondly, I'm not really familiar with Little India although I pass by every week. The whole event ended earlier than the time planned. But can't we just end it even the time is not up? Do we really have to stick to the timing? And some of them left already.
When one of them was trying to drag the time, I knew something was wrong. But what can I do when they have left?

I asked one of them if we will be meeting up again after the whole thing. But she said free and easy. But the other one came and after the whole event, she say should stay and take a group photo.

It was my first time.
I felt so lost.
Not being guided and trying to do what I'm suppose to do.
I felt so bad when I think things didnt come out well.

I don't know when will the 2nd time be.
I'm so afraid to plan again.

9:31 PM

I don't feel like going for the outing tomorrow. I feel so stupid of planning it.
I really really really don't want to go.

Now my hp number is on facebook and in the forum. =.=
Sigh~

9:36 PM

我差一点被他气死了。。。

Normally he don't care about his work. Don't really bother about doing it well. But now when he wants to do it well, he is bothering me. Always ask me about his work at the wrong time. Always ask questions before he think about how can it be done.
Am I suppose to tell him exactly what to do?
Am I suppose to tell him what is the answer?
Am I suppose to remember everything that I learnt more than 1 year ago? I don't have such great memory. When I can't remember and asked him to check his notes or textbook, he give me attitude.
Am I suppose to help him each and everything and neglect my own stuffs?

He has his work to do, I have mine.

How do people cope doing their own work and helping their younger ones?
I really don't know how....

10:10 PM

累了~我真的累了~

Although I'm back to school for only 1 week. But I'm feeling very tired already.
Almost one year in SP, giving my best to everything I do, being committed.

What's the outcome?

Results not up to my own expectations. Stressed with CCAs commitment. Can't achieve what I wanted. Tired!
Looking at my MST results, I don't think I'm able to get good grade this semester. I also gave up hope on able to take up Dip-plus anymore. The thought of going to University after poly is gone too.
I wanted to learn more things while being committed in being sub-comm in both of my CCAs. But now, I don't even feel like attending the CCAs.

What am I aiming for now? I've lost my targets.

I just wanna go somewhere and just scream everything out!

9:37 PM

Starting on 19 Jan'2010! Weekdays 9pm, Channel 8! Don't forget to watch it!

2:34 PM

Life is not just about money!
Does all entrepreneur think that life is just about money? I don't know. But at least I know that the one who spoke to me thinks that way.

One guy came over to me while I was sitting at fc 5 waiting for my sports elective to start. He talk all about being an entrepreneur. After saying one whole chunk of stuffs, he asked me to go for a talk. Gotta pay him $5 on the spot. I rejected him by saying I have my sports elective. You know what he told me? He told me to leave early to attend his talk. He still say "so what having sports? Can get CCA points and be healthy, but so what? Can help the family to be more financial stable?" What nonsense is that? Is my own problem of having sports or not. After that he still say those people who reject are childish. Still say I should know to go or not to go, what is beneficial to me. I die die also don't want to spend 1.5 hours listening to someone talking. Wasting my time!

Talk so much and all is about money.

8:58 PM

Back to school tomorrow. I'm not prepared. Or should I say, I'm never prepared.
I just can't wait for the 7 weeks to end and the 2 weeks of exams to end.

I have a bad feeling...
I think CRS lecturer will sure nag at us. Sure gotta rush out all the informations for the essay stuffs. =.=

9:48 PM

Let's see...
When was the last time I went for a countdown party?
It was years back. When I'm still in primary school!

Yesterday went down to Punggol East to see her performance. The screams were WOW! She looks great yesterday!

After her performance, went down to Jalan Kayu with rbkd for prata.

When was the last time you guys see me being 'high'?
Don't ask me why. Because I don't know why. My screw was totally lose when I was at the prata shop. I was crapping my way for at least 20min! That was crazy.

Didn't really did a countdown. But when we heard people 'wow-ing', we knew it was 2010. Anyway, I had fun yesterday and today!!

I never thought I'll spend my countdown that way. Haha!

Once again..
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!! :)

p/s: ohya, I keep hearing people calling my name when we were at Jalan Kayu...

1:15 PM

Happy New Year! It's 2010!

Have a great year ahead! (:

12:00 AM