Me? Myself? I?

I MISS THE FREAKS!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to meet up with u all again.....

10:22 PM

Went Chinatown this afternoon for SPP outing...
First time out with the SPP peeps...

I was late, but Jasmine was later... =X
So paiseh that the rest was actually waiting for 2 of us...

After we met up and we split into 2 groups to go snapping around...

Learnt 1 of the basic today... But I don't really know how to apply to it while shooting...
So... walked around snapping random pictures....

But didn't took quite a lot of pic because we went in 佛牙寺and I don't think is very good to take picture inside so.....

Slacked at Chinatown Point's Mac....
So qiao, saw astro senior, JJ.. Lols! Jasmine, happy wif yr story? Haha!

After that went home...

A few random shots...

10:56 PM

Went innova pri just now for astro thingy? Suppose to be 'guiding' certain astronomy stuffs to the kids? But I end up slacking around looking at stars...

Saw Saturn through the telescope.. Something similar to the picture below....

Tired. Should I go out for tmr's SPP outing?
I still have so much to do.....

12:36 AM

Trust me.
If I don't do anything to it, our gap will definitely be further apart.
100% plus guarantee!

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Ohya... I wanna go! I wanna go!
I wanna go US for that study trip........
But isn't now H1N1 period?

Ahh! I'm still having headache!!!

9:25 PM

HEADACHE!!!!!!!

8:05 PM

Many people will walk in and out of your life,
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If someone betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He who loses money, loses much;
He who loses a friend, loses much more;
He who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature.
But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.

Friends, you and me ...
You brought another friend ...
And then there were 3 ...
We started our group ...
Our circle of friends ...
And like that circle ...
There is no beginning or end.

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.

Eleanor Roosevelt

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when have forgotten the words" - unknown

8:05 PM

What happened exactly 1 year ago? It was MT O's.. Time flies...
一转眼一年就过去了。。。
Suddenly I miss those days in jyss having lessons...

Okay, random~
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Routine. School. Home. Project.
Another 1.5 weeks to school break.
I don't think it's really a break since most of the time will be spent on doing projects and studying for MST?

Haiix.

9:23 PM

Why is time flying so fast????
I don't seem to be able to catch up...
Things are like happening so quickly that I don't even know it happened...
Can't the pace be a little slower???
Running too fast is tiring...
I may just trip and fall anytime....

10:16 PM

Omg!
How come are there so many unglam photos taken during the camp...
Tsk tsk tsk~

Just for 2 short days.. Or should I say only around 24 hours, there are like so many of the photos.. How come didn't I realise that I'm being snapped!

Omg! Omg!

8:27 PM

I'm back from camp.. Nothing much for the camp. Overall it's still okay...
It's just typical poly style? It's like...
Lecture, tutorial and then practical? Learnt slightly more about the constellations, solar system and what else? Ohya, heard quite a lot of stories about the constellations...

Ice breaking games as usual. Night walk in the whole campus. Haunted house. Horror Movies for the whole of yesterday night.... Everything ended around 2am then shower.

I had my shortest sleep ever... Slept at 4.45am and woke up at around 8+am.
It's just only 1 night and I have panda eyes. Omg!!! I need my sleep now...

So.....
Bye~ It's time to sleep!

9:53 PM

Off to camp~

7:00 PM

It's tomorrow...
SP Astro FO Camp is tomorrow...
I'm kinda looking forward to it? Perhaps because it's the CCA that I'm really interested in... Since Pri 5 after learning about Solar System, I started to get curious about astronomy stuffs...
~If only I can go up to space ~ Dreaming~

I can't wait~ Haha!!

Another Camp oso coming up.. Woohoo~ SPP FO Camp!

Wait! I think this is the first time I'm so happy to go for camps???
Wow, miracle....

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Anw, today was MOB CA1 presentation.. Hmm.. It was still okay? As usual, after I finish presenting my part, I can't remember what I've said... Tsk tsk~ Memory so bad~ Hope that I will score well...

8:21 PM

What? GPA of 3.6 to 3.7 to enter local Uni for biz course? Wah~ It means A's for almost all the modules? That's scary!
I think I'll just have to finish my diploma and get out to work, aft that then decide to continue studying or not.

Aww... Still can't imagine myself out to work after 3 years from now...

7:30 PM

My eyes are gonna pop out soon!!! I've been staring at my lappy for a long time.
Doing all the necessary school stuffs. Doing each and every project bit by bit. Kinda confused now. All the modules are like mixed together~ LOL!

*Persevere*
I know I can do it! LOL!

Wow, since when I become so positive? LOL!

10:16 PM

Recharged....
It's time to be prepared for the upcoming week again...

9:16 PM

First time to Henderson Waves... How many steps was it to reach up there? 1_4 steps? It's quite a nice place to relax. After such a long week, finally I have a bit of time to slack. I had great time laughing... When was the last time I laughed so much??? Hmmm.... I think it has been long long ago? About 1 month or more than that? That's long~ Anw, slack around. Chat around. Had fun!

When leaving, going down the slope.. Woooow~ Thanks arh yl, pull me arh, make me run until cannot brake~ Somemore still run 2 times.. LOL! Anw, a simple way to fa xie is real good. :)

Thanks dajie, yl, phy, emily & UFO for the great evening! :)

11:24 PM

Things I don't like to do means I don't like...
Don't force me to do things that I don't like to...
Don't blame me if I 'black face' if I'm forced to do things that I don't want to...

Don't anyhow assume things when you don't know the real truth behind it and think that things happen the other way round...

Does it mean that if I don't speak up means I'm not thinking? Does it mean that I'm not giving ideas? Can't I just say to 1 person and the other person say it out? How will you know that I'm not contributing? Does it mean that I don't forward email to you means I'm not doing anything? Can't I do and ask someone to help me edit and that person forward the email to you?

Why am I so quiet during the discussion? There is not much for me to comment. What can I say? By the look of how the discussion was held, things will get more complicated with another person speaking... Moreover, I'm anti-social....

Whatever it is.. It's over~

9:41 PM

Since when CIP thingy can be stressful? This is the first time. The first time CIP is making me round and round. I don't even know what it's going on. Can I just drop ONOW module? It's so.................. Why make life so difficult? Can it be much more simplier?

Every module with a project. Projects like 10 pages of instructions for us to do? Wow~ How can I be not stressful? Just by reading all those instructions, I can faint.

Can't wait for weekend to have a slight break.... But still... I have to do my projects...
Now my life is just filled will all the projects and assignments....
Wait till CCA starts, at least there will be something different....

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我做事情时，不需要跟你交代。自己知道有做就行了。
不要以为我什么也没做。不要乱下定论！

8:58 PM

Wah! It's so scary to see group mates to be working very effectively...
It's very scary....
We were only discussing 2 to 3 hours ago... And he's done with his part...
Wow!
It's just too fast...

Stress~
@.@

9:54 PM

Yesterday night was a little bored and created a quiz about me on fb...
Haha....

Those who have done will know what I'm talking about...
Actually arh.... Some of the questions have more than 1 answer... =X
Haha!

Anw... Lots of things to do... School work are just piling up like nobody's business...
Die die die!!! Have to really start doing before more comes..

2:16 PM

Wow wow wow~
Projects projects projects...
I don't know what is what.
I don't know which is which.
I don't know when to submit this, when to submit that.
All I know is that I have projects for every module.

Different projects different number of group members.
Confusing~
I don't know where to start doing....

7:06 PM

Out for lunch today at Tampines 1 to 'celebrate' Mother's Day...
Went with my family and my grandma...
Tampines 1 was so crowded... And there wasn't much for me to shop either. I would rather stay at home then shopping at Tampines 1...

以前出门时，总是会有很多笑声。
现在，一切都变了。
已经没有像以前那样了。
笑声也不见了。
因为没有了沟通？没有了话题？
感觉很陌生。

如果一切都没发生，现在也就不会这样了。
但这一切也不能回到从前了。

Went to aunt's house for dinner.
She was so random to have steamboat today to 'celebrate' Mother's Day...
So went there together with my grandma....

This seems more like a reunion dinner...
It seems more complete than during Lunar New Year Eve...
But the feeling is different...

Although my cousins may be all there, but I don't seems to be playing with them...
What's wrong?
I've always wanted to see my cousins, but when I see them? They ignore me.. *Sad*
以前每天在我家的时候我那么疼她，现在她都不理我。

10:30 PM

After the 3 days of CCA showcase....
I've chosen 2? or 3?

Photography and astronomy...
Both CCAs are rather relax I think....
Badminton trial will be on 20 May.. If I have the luck to get in, then good. If not I'll just stay with my 2 CCAs.

Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment. Projects. Assignment.

It's all piling up.

8:59 PM

I think I've totally screwed up my IDEA CA1. 30%? I don't know how many percents left.
I totally crap through the whole presentation. I was actually prepared what to say, but after listening to that lecturer, I just don't have the mood to present. I just go up there and settle and done with it.

I don't care if he compare all our product and say that certain product maybe practical and some may not.
But can he be not so mean?
Say until as if everybody didn't put in effort to do... Maybe 1 or 2 didn't but not all right?
So what if 1 person do very well? Does he have to compare?
This module is IDEA...

It really depends on how we think...
It's not possible for everybody to have the same thinking. Not everybody maybe as creative as the other.
This doesn't mean we didn't put in effort. Giving us 'lecture' in the middle of the presentation. It affected my mood and caused me not to have presented well... I doubt I'm the only one affected.

The moment I went up and present, I was totally crapping all the way. Ask me what I said just now, I can't remember at all...

IDEA during DPA was GREAT...
IDEA for a core module it's just...... Ewww~

8:23 PM

It's so demoralising....
I'm totally not motivated anymore...

I'm actually working so hard to do well for my year 1 in poly...
With what happened yesterday, I don't have the motivation anymore...

I don't have the mood to listen to lectures...
I just feel like giving up on everything...

9:16 AM

Every tiny winy things seems to be my fault.
Whatever~

It's all mine then....

If that make HIM happier, just treat it as if it's my fault...

He only think that it's always our fault.
Now even worse, pushing the blame to me...

If he fails, my fault.
If he can't get into the class he wants, my fault...
What else?
If he do badly for any tests, exams, my fault.

If he happens to do well, he's just lucky.

As long as how bad the result may get, it's all our fault.
If miraclely do well, it's all about luck.

Is it??

Reality seems blur now...
I don't know what's right what's wrong.

10:55 PM

WHAT HE WANTS LAH!
NO TV. NO PC.
WHAT CAN I HAVE OTHER THAN SCHOOL TEXTBOOKS?

I TOTALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S LIFE ALL ABOUT! TELL ME! WHAT'S LIFE?

COMPUTER CANNOT USE? DON' T USE LAH! I DON'T DO MY SCHOOL WORK. IF IT AFFECTS MY RESULTS, IT'S HIS FAULT. NOT MINE!
STUDY 24 HOURS AND MY RESULTS WILL BE PERFECT?? IF THAT THE CASE, WHAT'S THE POINT OF STUDYING? IF IT'S PERFECT, I'M ALREADY A GENIUS. DON'T HAVE TO STUDY.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH JUST WATCHING TV AN HOUR PER DAY? WILL THAT KILL? IF I DON'T WATCH, WILL MY RESULT IMPROVE OR WHATSOEVER?

NO!!!!

MOREOVER, I'M NOT EVEN HAVING EXAMS NOW!

IF EVERYBODY IS EQUALLY SMART, WHY ARE THERE DIFFERENT POSITION IN A COMPANY? IF ALL ARE EQUALLY SMART, ALL CAN BE CEO!

EVERYBODY HAS THEIR OWN TALENTS AND LIMITS.
IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT BY FORCE, RESULTS WILL BE GOOD!

DOES HE KNOW HOW STRESSED UP I'M WITH MY SCHOOL WORK? ISN'T THERE ALWAYS A TIME FOR US TO RELAX?

WHAT'S THIS? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S LIFE ABOUT NOW!

JUST TELL ME. WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO HERE ON EARTH OTHER THAN STUDYING?

10:04 PM

Today's IEB CA1 presentation was okay.
Just that, sort of kinda suan-ed by the lecturer? =.=

It's so competitive.
Everybody presented so well.
Scoring of marks will thus be more difficult.

6:19 PM

"Long Live the Egg"?
Doesn't that sounds so familiar to what I did during sec 2?
The egg protector?? But this time round is much more complicated.
We have to drop the egg from level 3 all the way down. Wow!
With only 5 materials that we will be given, we have to protect the egg from cracking. How scary can it be??
Does anyone of you remember how to do the egg protector with the straws? Because I can't remember. At least I hope that the straws can do a little 'cushion' for the egg?

IEB CA1 presentation tomorrow.
Scary~

4:17 PM

I was talking on the phone with my grandma on the way back home from school.
Randomly she talked about MSD....
Randomly she talked about SA saying that LP wasn't there and asking me where she was. LOL!
Randomly she commented about JA's acting and saying she doesn't like her... =X
Randomly she said she like LP's acting....

I've never tell her anything about LP...

How random can she be?

LOL!!! I was smiling to myself when she said all those...
People on the train might think I'm crazy... Haha!

4:00 PM

Sort of done for my IDEA CA1? This is what I've done.

Don't know how well will I score with my presentation...

10:04 PM

一家人一起去吃饭不是应该开开心心的吗？
为什么我一点都不觉得开心？
一家人在饭桌前都没说些什么。
只有我和弟弟俩在说废话。

吃到那么辛苦，何必呢？

8:17 PM

I think I'm just gonna screw up IDEA's first 30%.
The zbrush is 'killing' me!
No matter how randomly I'm doing, I just can't imagine any figure out of it.
How am I suppose to create a product from zbrush when I can't figure out anything.

The more I do, the more I don't understand what I'm doing.
Unlike during DPA period, I just have to do it randomly and I still can imagine something out of it. But not now.

How am I suppose to score for that 30%???

1:52 PM

Outing with the freaks.
As usual, when is planned, surely somebody will be missing. Haha!
Next time I don't plan. Ohya, and I realised, everytime we go out, is either I'm the one suggesting or Mai. Mai, next time we don't suggest, see what happens. Okay? Haha!

We met because of celebraing Sharon's belated birthday? I don't really I think so. It's just time for us to gather, I guess?
Ohya, and EHEM forget bring the present eh? Tsk tsk!!

Anyway, didn't do much.
Wanted to watch movie at Downtown East. All thanks to Mai, saying that there was student price, but because of public holiday, there isn't. So decided not to watch and headed down to Bugis to shop.

Crapped through the whole journey from Pasir Ris to Bugis. Ain and Mai said I laughed until my face went pink. LOL! Mai's and Ain's fault, make me laugh so much. Hahaha! =X

Bought my watch again at bugis street. The cheap cheap ones. 5 bucks. No point buying so expensive watch since I'm wearing it everyday.

Shopped for around 1+hour? Then headed back home...

Didn't do much but I'm happy to be out with them once again. :)
Got to wait another month to meet again.. Aww~ Haha!

10:01 PM