Me? Myself? I?

1 last paper on Monday!
I can't wait for it to end!

I think I'm really not a IT person.
No matter how well I do for assignment. No matter how well I understand the different topics.
When it's written paper. That's when I don't have confidence at all. Even remember everything of what the topics are about, I still don't know which to apply for which question.

Business modules are still better. Given one whole stack of notes to memorise, I still can remember. Memorising definitions for business modules are easier than memorising definitions for IT modules. Even if I can't remember, crapping an answer out of it, I still can get a logic out of it.

Last paper, accounting! The only hope for an 'A'?

7:40 PM

1 down! 2 more to go!
I need the motivation to study!

8:33 PM

Java paper?
If I pass this paper, it will be a miracle?
But I won't know if I pass or not. Will have to wait for the overall grade. I hope I'll pass. At least a 'C' please. I really don't wish to retake the module again.

Why am I always the targeted one?
Previously was on entrepreneurship. Asking me to earn more money.
Today is about saving more money. I've wasted at least 15min listening to him.

I was walking so quickly to wait for my bus and that guy stopped me. The whole of bus interchange are all the salesperson. I've escaped so many times, but why didn't I escaped today?

This salesman likes to assume things. Walking from Tampines Mall direction doesn't mean I come from there. Wearing army sandals doesn't mean I have a brother in army.
厉害就好，不要假厉害

3 papers to go!

10:12 PM

Java is making me crazy.
This 30% is so not easy.

10:17 PM

How long haven't I see people wearing that?
He looks so cute! :)

9:39 PM

This year's reunion dinner was boring. Aren't we suppose to sit together and have our dinner? It's like everybody eating on their own time own target. When they feel like eating, then go over to eat.

I still prefer having steamboat. It's so much better. At least we are eating together.

Can I have steamboat back next year?

9:08 PM

Last day of lesson today. Got back FOM CA2 result. I thought I did better than CA1. But the result was lower than before. Sad. I wonder how the lecturer observe our presentation. We definitely improved such much compared to CA1 but he still gave the same comments.

Shall wait till after exams and see what's the overall grade.

I'm starting to have the study mood. But tomorrow is New Year's Eve. Which means one lesser day to study.

11:34 PM

As I've said...
It's just another normal day. Yes, a very normal day.

Other than....

Went to school as usual. Going for lecture as usual. Everything was normal until YingYing went into the lecture hall. Come on, the first thing she did was going all the way to the front talking to the lecturer? Don't you think I'll suspect something? I just didn't ask.

Nothing happened during lecture.

Tutorial was the part. Going through the tutorial as usual. YingYing and Fiona disappear to the 'toilet' when the lesson is about to end. Now I know, if anybody want to prepare anything for birthday. They will always say they want to go to the toilet. After disappearing for so long they come back, I asked YingYing she stomachahe? Because Denise told he she stomachahe. YingYing gave that blur look. Lecturer walk over to YingYing and said "lesson over already." Then she still told the class "Today you all very noisy, so got to stay back." I KNEW IT! I was packing to leave already. While packing, they went outside to take the cake. AHH! Not again! Another surprise cake. Told them not to prepare and they purposely have it.

Birthday wishes? I don't really have one this year. I don't know why. Nothing was really on my mind. I blew the candle without anybody knowing. One of them was saying "eeeyer, why so fast? Why didn't wait for us?" How I know blow candle also need to wait? Haha!

Cut the cake, distribute the cake, took class photo. Go home!
Sometimes I wonder, If only I'm more blur. Not so observant.

After reaching home, there can't be anything more fun and interesting. Revised 1 to 2 chapters of FOM. Slacked around, that's all. Ohya, my brother went to MiniToons to buy that tortoise thingy. I think I have 3 sizes of it. Sweet of him? I think he's just wasting money. He came back and still asked me to pay for it. How sweet can he be?

Nothing much for dinner because I'm sick of all the food downstairs.

And here I am...
Wanna thank those we have wished me through facebook, sms, msn.... I hope I didn't missed out anyone..

THANKS PEOPLE!!!

Ain

Amanda
BoBo
Candice
Daryl
Denise
Emily

Eunice
Evon
FongEe
HuaYang
HuiPeng

HongAn
Jeremy
JiaMin
Joceline

Johnson
Judy
JunLin
Justin
LingYu
Liz
Lydia
Maizurah
MiaoTing
Naomi
Phyllis

Samson
Shahirah
Sharon
ShiYan
ShuJun
SingYee
Syafiqah
WeiDa
WeiLing
WeiTing
Wynn
XueLi
XueQi

YanLing
YiHan
YingYing

&
DBIT/FT/1A/22

11:55 PM

It's just another normal day...
It's just another normal day to go to school for lesson...
It's just another normal day going home doing revision...

There's no differences.

The only 2 years of this date I'll never forget.
2006 -- The first time my dad wasn't with me on this day.
2009 -- The first time I wasn't with my family.

There may be many happy years, but I can't really recall every details except for this two.

12:00 AM

I think I always worry to much.
Just like yesterday's Java interview.

How 'lucky' it was to be the last being interviewed. The process of waiting for my turn is worse than preparing for a presentation. I was so afraid that I couldn't answer the questions asked by the lecturer. Just before I was being interviewed, I still told him I'm nervous. =.= It's just feel so stupid. Ended up he asked 3 simple questions and that's all.

Aren't I worrying too much?

11:04 AM

Bye Bye to CRS!
Although there's one more lesson that I have to attend, but at least I don't have to do presentation anymore. Maybe the lesson can be fun, but not the lecturer. That makes me looking forward to the end of the whole module.

Interviews.
Java interview tomorrow I suppose? I'm afraid of not able to answer lecturer's questions and if he really modify the programme, am I able to do it back?

YOG Briefing on Wed also have interview. What are they going to ask?

I want the week to end soon so that I can focus on my studies for the test and exams...

9:50 PM

"Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better." - Jim Rohn

10:39 PM

I've finally submitted my Java assignment!!!!
It took me 2 weeks to complete it??
Without the help of my friends, I doubt I'll know how to do, don't even have to talk about completing it.

One less burden, one thing less to worry. But I still have interview about the assignment. If I don't know how to explain the whole thing I'm doing, my results will definitely go lower. I don't wish for an 'A' for Java. At least a 'C' I hope.

1 last week of school!
Then it will be Java end of module test on the following week and follow up by exams.

12:08 AM

I knew it! Something was up on their sleeves. So 鬼鬼祟祟 somemore... =x

First was to settle everything that we wanted to do and headed to F.I.S.H for dinner. I asked them if we can change place to eat or not. But they insist on going in. I knew something was wrong.
After ordering the food, two of them gave me the cards they made for me. Thanks! It's nice! :) And that screw! I don't need spare screws. I'm perfectly fine. Haha!
Don't know why, I ate so long today. And two of them keep talking secretly. As if I don't know? I act busy eating only. =x Haha!

The best part is....

They bought a cake before hand and left it at F.I.S.H.
What's next? Miaoting went to pay the bill when she said she wanted to go to the 'toilet'.
AND.....
The staffs served the cake, announcing to everybody in the restaurant and sang birthday song. OMG! VERY PAISEH!!!!!! I wanted to dig a hole and hide!!! And and... Today is only the 5th!
Ohya, I'm still smart enough to put a note into jiamin's bag when they are about to board the bus, and zooom, I ran away.

I really had fun but so paiseh! Thanks MiaoTing and JiaMin for everything. :)

They told me to bring the leftover cake home. I knew that my dad will surely say something about it. I was right. He asked "you bought cake for yourself to celebrate?" =.=
He should know I didn't want to cut cake since sec 2. It's so awkward to cut cake at home. Not outside also. Because... PAISEH!

P/S: robbery don't give money.

8:59 PM

Somebody is excited for tomorrow.
Waited for 2 weeks for tomorrow?

Like as if we didn't meet for years? Haha!

I may not be excited as her. But let's have fun tomorrow! :)

9:19 PM

Sometimes things are not that simple. Or I'm just making it complicated.
If by apologising can solve everything, what's police for? What's law for?
"When harm is done, it's done."

It's just me or what?
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
But I just don't want to act happy in front of you guys when I'm not.

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Lunar New Year in slightly more than a week? Where's the festive mood?
That few days of public holiday is suppose to be for studying, isn't it?

10:24 PM

Errr??
Since when there's such things that being 18 must wear dress/skirts??

I didn't really mention about anything this year. He was the one that keep reminding me.
Why arh?

10:52 PM