Me? Myself? I?

I can't sleep late and wake up late...
I will always have runny nose the next morning.. Ahh! Not again.. Runny nose...
I'm starting school on Monday and I'm having runny nose.. Irritating~

Thinking of going to sch on Mon doesn't seems exciting at all after I look through the 8 weeks plan again.. Boring!
Anyway, I think the time to travel from here to SP is still not a problem yet.. It's the $$ problem.. I'll be spending around $5.00 a day to travel.. All because I have to pay adult fare since my sec sch Ez-link card due today... My allowance will not be like when I was in Sec sch.. It will be standard for 1 whole month... But it's okay.. I won't anyhow spend money unnecessarily... But the thought of spending so much money per month is so scary... Spending those money just to survive... Haiix...

9:23 PM

LAST DAY @ SII TODAY!!!
Goodbye Security Industry Institute (SII)!!!
6 weeks at SII has come to an end...
Am really happy to know so many great colleagues... :)
Indeed, I enjoyed myself at work this 6 weeks.. Although I may get irritated by those students at times, but overall is still alright..

I've learnt a lot.. First time at work has been a very great experience for me...
Thanks to all my colleagues!!!

Some pictures that I've taken with some of my colleagues.. :)

Hey! This is my car! AS IF! Lol!!

The place where I've been sitting through the 6 weeks.. The phone that I've been using to answer calls to people who make enquiries.. The computer that I've been using to check the system about the students information...

Chocolates from Johnson.. Lol! Guess why izzit purple box? Because he knows I like purple and search for purple ones.. Lol! Thanks arh!

Sort of a little card from my colleagues? Thanks for all the wishes! (:

Book from Chai Sing.. Thanks! [:

Okay.. Let me help SII to promote!
Want to be security officer? Take up the 2 licensing modules.. WSA & WSB. Apply at www.sii.edu.sg! Want to enquire more? Call 6225 5744 (6-CALL-SII)

LOL! I ever thought of taking the 2 licensing modules... Maybe I should, if I have the time 1 day.. Haha!! As if you people understand what I'm trying to type... LOL!

BYE BYE SII!!
I'm going to say 'HI' to SP this coming Monday!! (:

8:57 PM

After listening to yes933.. The memory is still there.. Although I didn't contribute..
But... but... I don't know how to explain... I still can remember what happened exactly 1 year ago... Haiix...

10:05 PM

TMR!!! IT'S TMR! TMR IS MY LAST DAY!!
WOOHOO~
Time flies... Going to say 'bye bye' to SII tmr!

7:46 PM

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUI EN!!~

Why am I thinking about last year's today? I just can't forget about it... I have to move on!!!
Anw, if not about last year's today... There will be a different me now... How different? No idea...

1:29 PM

想起妈妈对姑婆说的话。。。有点感动。。。
但为什么她并没有表现出来。。。
她对我的爱是这样的吗？

有时没感觉到爱时，感到很辛苦。。。为什么呢？
我到底是在想什么？想不透到底自己要的是什么。

2 MORE DAYS!! It's going to be over soon.. School will be starting...
I'm thinking.. If lesson ends around 5plus to 6pm.. By the time I reach home, I will be so tired... Will I still feel like doing my homework and stuff?? Hmmm...

8:50 PM

Suddenly I realised!
If I'm going for camp from 10Feb to 12Feb, I will miss TDC for at least 2 eps...

For all the days.. The camp is during my birthday..
For all the days.. The camp is during the period when TDC is showing...

Haiix.. I don't want!

11:54 AM

It's IRRITATING!!!
Every second.. People grow older... He seems to be getting younger each day.. Worse than my 1 year old cousin..
Go visiting, people ask him questions, he keep replying nonsense.. What's wrong? Can't he speak like a 13 year old boy? Why is he talking like as if he has never study before... IRRITATING!!! Talk to him, he keep giving that act cute face! His not cute! He still think that he is that 5 year old boy with that very cute face... *PUKE*
While travelling home.. He was frustrated that the journey was very long.. What you expect? Take a plane home? Is that computer at home so important? Or he wants to bring the computer everywhere he goes... All he knows is just to play his games... He can don't do anything just because of his GAMES!!!
So, when we reached home.. After showering.. What I saw? He is finding information for something that he needs for school.. FOREVER HE IS DOING HIS HOMEWORK LAST MIN!! IRRITATING!! So what if he wants to do his work last min? Don't ask me to help or anything.. It's not my problem....
So what I'm his elder sis? He doesn't even treat me as her sis.. Why must I care so much... Why why why... Some siblings can be so good to each other.. But why not mine....

ARGHHHH!!!

9:05 PM

The worse Lunar New Year!
Yes! It's the worse I ever had...

No New Year mood..
Early morning quarreling with my brother...
Don't even feel 'happy' collecting ang baos...
Visiting is boring as usual..

Perhaps.. Normally my Dad will drive the lorry.. But not this year... Travelling is already tiring... I'm so lazy to go visiting tomorrow...

Sian~

3:15 PM

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!!

新年快乐！！！

祝大家在新的一年里天天开心！！

12:00 AM

Tonight will be having reunion dinner..
For years.. Reunion dinner was never the complete whole family... Only for once, which was 2 years back.. One of my cousin's family will always go back to M'sia to celebrate Lunar New Year... Haiix..

How will tonight's reunion dinner be? All of us have grown up.. Lesser topic to talk about.. The adults at 1 table, the teens and kids at the other.. Will we have things to talk about while having our steamboat??
Nothing much to look forward... Hope that we won't be sitting and eating quietly... That's the only thing..

2:07 PM

A few of the pics taken ytd...

10:33 PM

What a long day... Yesterday at office was zzz... Was pratically going to sleep after lunch... Not much things to do too.. Just wait for phone calls or just entertain people who come.. So, was kind of slacking the whole day.. And money just goes into my bank... Lol... Anyway, it's only 3 MORE DAYS and I will be leaving!!! PPP is going to start soon.. I wonder how will it like on the 1st day at SP.. For a person like me who doesn't takes the initiative, I think the 1st day might be boring for me.. But who knows what will happen...

Although it's like 2 more days to CNY, I'm still not in the mood... Just put up the decorations at home.. It's like so pathetic.. Bought 1 new one and used 2 other old ones.. Just hope that I will have the mood tmr...

Around 5.30pm when most of the colleagues are packing their stuffs to leave, I was changing my shoes into my slippers.. Packing my shoes into the bag.. Exactly at 6pm, I left.. Went toilet to change into my shorts... Lol.. When I came out from the toilet, a few of my colleagues saw me and asked me why go town wear shorts.. Lol.. It's kind of weird when everybody was wearing office-wear and I'm the only 1 wearing shorts.. But, who cares.. Haha...

So, went to KBox at Cineleisure for LP's Birthday Gathering... Reached there around 7+pm... Sat down and waited... Around 7.30pm, the DJ came out then blah blah blah.. Then here comes LP... Can't really remember all the details of what happened ytd... But I had fun! Lol..

Xaby & Joey acted the xqxc hospital scence...(Y)! Before they started acting, we alrdy knew which scene they were trying to act.. Great entertainment!! (Y)!
FC sang chuan fan.. Didn't sang with them on stage but sang along with them while sitting down.. Singing bday song to LP... Then she had a little speech...
Ohya, she introduce about her new show, 书包太重... She's acting as a Chinese teacher!! LOL! Everybody was laughing when she said that.. Lol!!

For the 1st time I heard her pronouncing an English word wrongly... Haha.. She pronounced 'shy' as 'sai'..
For a few times she said that we were "疯子" and "神经病".. Haha..
Nothing to say about that.. Cuz, indeed I am, after having an idol like her...

Before she left, she took a group photo with us...
Enjoyed my night yesterday... Although work was boring but the night was great!!!

11:20 AM

CNY is coming.. But I'm still not in the mood.. No decoration at home yet... Lazy to decorate too.. Haiix.. Looking forward to tonight...

10:25 AM

没事，不要来烦我！我会发疯！！！

2:00 PM

Another 5 more days!! 舍不得！！Lol!
But I can't wait to start my PPP... Hmm.. 1st day I think will be boring.. More of briefing, campus walk and stuffs... Ohya! Camp from 10Feb to 12Feb? Of all days.. My birthday I will be at camp?? Sian.. Going to spend my birthday at camp.. Haiix..

Life as per normal at work... Just that I don't have the patience anymore... Some people keep asking questions again and again... And I have to repeat and repeat... Whenever I explain I will ask if it's okay.. They nod their heads and after that they ask the same things again...
I have communication problems with those Indians... Some of them, their English I can't understand... Have their Tamil slang~ And... and... When they agree with what I say, they shake their heads instead of nodding their heads.. Confused.. Then when they disagree, they nod their heads.. Lol~

Anw.. People, please take care of yourself.. A lot of people starting to get flu.. That includes me.. Haven't totally recover.. People, take care!

8:45 PM

Some people....
If you want to enquire something, can you like have at least have the basic courtesy?
You enquire something and you are looking at the noticeboard? And you are expecting me to answer you when you are "talking to the board"...
It's because I'm at work. I can't comment much.. If you are just someone outside, I will just ignore you.. Looking at those notices at the board which doesn't really relate much to the courses because you won't really understand by just looking at the noticeboard when you know almost nothing about it... Standing so far apart and I still have to answer to your questions.. I have to talk a little louder so that you are able to hear me.. You were 'talking to the board' and you were speaking rather soft.. And I have to make the effort to hear what you were trying to say.. Some people are just........

Ah ma's chicken rice is still the best!
Haven't been eating ah ma's chicken rice for more than half a year... Finally today have the chance to eat it again.. Yummy!!

I'm going to work for another 7 more days!! That's fast! 6 weeks are just going to be over soon.. Aww...

10:12 PM

Hui Peng, you better see this.. Lol!
This post is specially dedicated to you!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI PENG!! YOU'RE 17!!!

12:00 AM

Simply crazy...

I think this is one of the most craziest things I've ever done...

Went to Rui En's 2nd autograph session.. The 1st session, I don't think I really screamed.. But today I did.. Omg! I still have a little flu and still have phlegm.. Throat kinda uncomfortable.. Haiix.. I want to recover before CNY!!!

Went all the way to Jurong Point which is at Boon Lay. Took around 1hr or more to reach there and another 1hr back. Crazy!

The autograph session started around 5pm when yes933 DJ chongqing came out... Think around 10 to 15min later Rui En then appeared?
She sang qingwa and chuanfan... We sang along too..
After singing, she started signing.. Then out of the sudden, dunno who suggested shouting “瑞恩你很美！”So we shouted. And she gave a weird expression... LOL!!!

Aft waiting for quite a while, everyone finished getting her autograph.. But, RBKD ppl haven't get yet... Becuz we waited for others to get it 1st.. At 1st she say to sign it on another day, but all of us didn't want to.. So, end up we still went up to get her album signed...

When I went up, I asked her if she could write my name on the album and she agreed..
Me: Can help me write my name?
LP: Sure.
Me:[Spelling my name out to her] V,Y,V,Y,A,N...
LP: [Wrote V,Y]
Me:[Repeat the last 4 letters again. Saying a little slower. V,Y,A,N]
LP:[Finish writing my name and took a pic with her] I saw your name on the forum.
Me: Oh?[Taking the album back from her] Thanks!
LP: Happy New Year! And thanks for coming.
Me: Happy New Year! [shook hands with her]

Then went down the stage..

That was not the end of it.. When she came down the stage and left, we went to the back where the van she's in was coming out from... Saw her on the van and all of us waved to her...

What can I say![Opps, 1 of my colleagues favourite line..]
It's just simply crazy!!!

10:53 PM

I'm glad I'm only a temp staff.. I'm also glad that I'm only working for a total of 6 week as receptionist.. I can't imagine working as perm staff..

Some people there are nice.. As in those students who are coming for classes... Some of them know that certain things I'm not so sure and care to spare some time for me to ask my other colleagues.. But some people are just irritating.. One of the students still think he is the boss? Ask me do this do that... Some people can come in front of the counter and keep on nagging... Worse still on the phone for more than 20min.. That person can be talking to me on the phone for like 20mins.. Without me replying much.. I don't even have the opportunity to interrupt what she's trying to say.. She just continue saying until she's sick of talking and close the topic by herself and hang up the phone.. Tiring! Hold on to the phone and listen to her nags, not only she nags. She speak so loud that I have to start holding the phone further from my ear.. =.=
Some people have nothing better to do and call our number and nag about other things.
Some other students are quite okay. When they come they will say 'good morning'. When they leave they will also say 'bye'. Some will still ask if I had my lunch when they are having lunch break...

Seriously, this world have all sorts of people... Just by working 1 month there, I saw lots of different people.

Some people when they call and enquire something, don't know why are they always in a rush. Can't they speak slower? Or let me explain finish what I want to say 1st before continue what he/she wants to say? If he/she is really in a rush, why choose that timing to call? Is like so... zzz.. Some still can ask where is our location and when I told them the place, they said okay and hang up the phone. I haven't even tell them which level we are at. If they are clever enough, when they reach there, they will look at the directory. But some are not, they can be searching high and low for our place. So, when they found it, they will blame as when we didn't tell them which level.. =.=

But still, I think I will miss working there after my 6 weeks is up. At least not everything is bad. My colleagues are good to me. Some students are also quite friendly.

10:37 PM

I'm feeling much more better.. Just don't remind me about my results.. I'm okay :)

Today's work as usual.. Just that I'm still having runny nose.. Haiix..

8:19 PM

Although it's over, I still can't forget about my O's results.. I know I can't do anything about it, but I got no idea why I keep thinking about it... Perhaps I just need some time...

It's not the point whether I got through my DPA or not.. It's just that my own target was not met.. I also wish that I can smile happily again soon.. Maybe this Saturday?

Hmm...

Finally got my 8.5 days pay.. I don't know how they calculate.. There is this weird 50cents from don't know where.. No matter how I calculated, the 50cents should not be there.. Weird~

9:54 PM

I'm back with my 'O' level results...
It was shocking!

What I expected didn't came out to be true.. Everything was opposite...
I was expecting to get 2 A1.. But I did not..
I was expecting to do well in Chemistry.. But I did not..
I thought my A maths was a goner.. But I better than I expected...
I thought I will fail my Physics.. But I did better than I expected..
I never thought that my English will score that badly, but after taking the oral that day, I knew that I won't score well... At least I pass..

The overall L1R4 was not what I wanted.. But that was my standard.. Can't help..

Whatever has been done, has been done..
I'm still continuing with BIT in SP...
Looking forward to 2nd Feb to start school..

I know I put in my best and wanted the best results.. But since I can't get it, I'll just accept what I have..

Want to know more about my results then ask me personally..

6:44 PM

Today!!!!
No matter what is the outcome, I know I've put in my best...

9:25 AM

IT'S TOMORROW!!
TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!!!!

I can't wait to get it back.. On the other hand, I'm afraid of knowing the results.. I'm afraid that I didn't do well.. Not that my parents will get angry or what.. I'm just afraid I will get disappointed with my own results...

Anyway.. Today went to buy clothes again.. Bought 1 dress, 1 three-quarter pants and 1 shorts.. Wow, have been buying lots of clothing this week.. More choices of clothes for me to wear after I enter poly..

9:09 PM

I'm exhausted after a long day...

Kind of waste my time going back to school.. Never mind.. Since this maybe the 2nd last time entering the school... Wanted to play the alto sax but haven't been playing too long.. Find it quite difficult to play, so end up just watching them...

After that went tamp MRT station and meet up with my mum and went to the polys...
First we went NP.. Followed by SP and lastly NYP..

While queuing to wait for the shuttle bus, I saw 2 of my primary school's schoolmates.. So coincidence... Went NP and walked around at the convention centre and the business school.. The environment of the school quite nice, but that doesn't moved me to change my mind of taking BIT in SP.. Phew~ After that while walking out from NP, Jasmine tapped on me? I was surprised to see her.. Lol.. Say 'hi' and left le.. Sorry arh, didn't say much because my mum was there.. Lol..

Then headed to SP.. same thing, walked around at convention centre.. Went to the IT booth.. Asked more about BIT.. Now that I understand more about it, I love it more... Aft that walked around and looked at the CCA booth and some of the students project and left.. Ohya, I also saw 1 of my primary school's classmate..

Went NYP.. Nothing much for me to see... The convention centre also don't have much things for me to see.. Walked around for a while and left... At the MRT station, saw another person that I know..

There is too much of coincidence....

Aft that went Bishan to shop.. Den went back home..
Tired..

Grabbed goodies bag in every poly that I went.. Hmm.. NYP's bag is kinda useful for me.. Followed by SP's bag? NP's I doubt I will use it..

When will be the next time be for me to be out for the whole day??

10:09 PM

It's only 3 more days to Monday!!!
I don't know what will the outcome be..
I don't dare to think..
I don't dare to think of my targets that I've set..
I don't dare..
The more hope I put in, the more I will be disappointed..

Don't expect too much from me...
My colleagues all know that I'm getting my result on Monday.. They say that I can do it well. They say I can make it.. Some still say I can get lots of distinction.. They also wish me good luck.. The more they say, the more I'm afraid that I can't make it..

Haiix....

9:18 PM

Peng! I shall say YAYYYYAYY!!!
Why yay?? LOL!
I can't wait for 12 Jan'09! I can't wait to get my results back.. But, I'm still worried of how I fare.. I yay because finally I can get rid of the BIG 'O' after Monday..
Secondly because I'm gonna get my pay next week.. Not a lot.. Cuz I'm only getting 8.5 days pay..
Thirdly because of Saturday..

Peng, why you post my name on your blog? Lol.. I dun even noe if I still rmbr hw to play saxo anot.. Tell me what time you going back okay?

Wish me good luck for my 'O' level results.. Hope everything will be well... Hope nothing will be shocking!

8:44 PM

Bored today...
Work is...... Haiix..

Finally just now went and buy my new year clothes... Aft finding for 2 weekends...

Next week! Next week!!!
Shld I say yay or say ahh?

9:52 PM

Wah, today was so busy.. I've been working all the way from morning till 5.30pm.. Excluding lunch period.. Tired~ So much stuff to do.. But at least when I'm busy, the time pass faster..

Tired tired tired...

Anw..

I can't wait for next week!!! Why? For a couple of reasons.. 1st is becuz of..... 2nd is becuz of..... 3rd is becuz of... LOL!!

9:06 PM

Ytd was 1st day of sch for all the pri/sec students.. It feels so weird when it's the 1st day of sch and I'm not going to sch.. Instead I went for work.. When I reached office, I don't feel like working.. Just feel like sleeping..

Aftnn there was like 1 call, wanna enquire something. Okay, I can answer to the qns u want to ask.
Lady: Er, I wanna enquire something..
Me: Okay.
Lady: Er, can you call my hp now.
Me: What do you wanna enquire about?
Lady: Can you just call?
Me: Okay.(Checking for her hp no. on the system)
[Just then there was like a few customers came in. Of cuz I have to entertain them, can't make the call back to her]
Den aft the customers left, I called back. (Which was around 15min later)
Me: Hello, I'm calling from ____. You told me to call you back?
Lady: Now then you call back, I've alrdy spoken to 1 of your colleague.
Me: Eh, okay.
Then we hang up the phone..
Hello! Do some ppl think that she's the only person I'm entertaining? Or is she expecting that the hotline that she call, the person who picks up the phone is always free??

Ytd went off a bit earlier than usual.. Cuz all the staffs went off.. So, headed back to tampines, reached around 6.20pm. Waited for steph and peng.. Wah, I shop until I wanna slp.. They ended their movie only around 7.40pm? Tired. Aft that went dinner with them den I went home..
They went for another movie.. Lol! Wanted to drag me along, but, too bad.. I'm too tired.. Next time okay? Haha!!!

1:13 PM

What a day to start the year...
For no reason, I'm having flu now...

What's wrong? How come am I having flu? Haiix..

9:21 PM

It's time to review about 2008... Did I acheive what I wanted? Did I met up with my resolution which I set 1 year ago? (Checking back my old post...)
Did I study all the way? Nope.. But I did put in my effort for my O's.. Will my effort pay off? Just have to wait for a couple of days more before the results will be released.. Couple of days = ?
I think the date that I know should be confirmed.. But I'm not gonna say it here.. Haha...

For the past 1 year there was lots of unforgettable moments...
The time when I met you all and had fun...
The time when we've drifted...

The time when my friends and I got closer and understand each other better...
The time when I realise friendship cannot last long...

The time when I put in my heart and soul into the major papers...
The time when I regret of not paying much attention to my prelims...

The time when we've end our 4 years in Jyss...
The time when we've to bid goodbyes to each other...

The time when I got a chance to see LP again...
The time when I realise that having a idol might not be a bad thing...

The time when my family had laughters..
The time when the family seems to lack of understanding and quarreling all day long...

Those memories....
Those memories will just remind me of 2008!

2:12 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! IT'S 2009!!!
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!!

2009 is here.. Everything is gonna start afresh from here...

My New Year resolution will be to follow my heart.. Do whatever that I feel like.. Not to be influence by others easily..

12:00 AM