Me? Myself? I?

15 Dec!
21 Dec!

At least.... There's 2 dates for me to look forward to.

11:54 PM

对不起。
如果我无意间伤害到你，影响到你，对不起。
都是我的错。

12:42 PM

I just remembered something!
I won't exactly have anymore holidays!
School breaks that I don't have to do assignments.

It's going to be all the way till end of poly life.
How sian can that be?

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Sometimes, I just don't bother to tell. Don't bother to explain.
I'm tired of repeating myself.
Sometimes, I just want to keep it all to myself.

11:09 PM

The best thing now is really to have the time all for myself....

11:01 PM

It was another 10km today. Run for hope 2010.
Haven't been running for more than a week. That explains why I couldn't run as fast as Nike's.

The organisation was really bad. All the tentages were at the muddy filed? Haven't even start running and there goes my shoes again.
When the race started, the flag off was so soft that I wonder if it really started. Squeezing between people, cutting here and there just to find a comfortable spot to run. Other than not running for a week, I guess I didn't really had the mood. Started to walk and jog a bit after the loop.
Ohya, there wasn't boards that states how far we have ran and they gave us bottles of water during the run. =.= It's like so heavy carrying a water bottle while running.

Afterall, I did complete the race. But the satisfaction wasn't as good as previous races. Perhaps, if I'll ever join more races, I'll never join any race that it's held at ECP. It's so inconvenient!

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很想逃避现实，很想放弃。
I don't know how am I gonna survive through this semester. I don't have any confidence in any of this sem's module. Everything is neither here nor there. Assignments are not even proceeding well. Even handling a Facebook page is killing me. Tell me what can I do? I really can't imagine how bad this sem will get. I don't even dare to think of MST. I don't even dare to think of the 3 weeks break where I'll be crazily doing all the assignment.

I really really have the urge of giving up.

9:20 PM

It's still bothering me. I just can't get over with this.
I guess it's time to do some reflection again.
Need to find one corner for myself again.

12:16 AM

I don't know how long it's going to be this time round.
I know this was one of the worst ever.

10:50 PM

The day didn't start right. It didn't start left either.
All I know it was going to be a long long day when I woke up.

It's all here at one go. Whenever this starts, I'll start questioning myself again.

11:19 PM

After using for more than 1.5 years... 怎么说也有感情了。真的会舍不得。
It has accompanied me through all my project works and assignment. It's the one that knows my work best! Now it's going back to where it comes from.

Sad.

Bye!

But I guess....
When the new one comes in, I'll be alright! :)

12:30 AM

When it's time to joke. We joke.
When it's time to play. We play.

But....

When it's time to work. Please work!

Wasting my precious time and keep on dragging?
We have to bear the consequences later TOGETHER.

11:34 PM

Why do I always have to feel this way whenever it's about school.

WSD/NMA2's project grouping was being assigned. The group that I never imagined I'll ever end up in. I have been psycho-ing myself that I can be in this group. I can change the mindset of the other 3 person.

3 free-riders? How easy can it be? Although I haven't worked with them before, but heard from those we worked with them, how am I going to survive through? If you don't even see them appearing in school often, how can we do our work?

I didn't want to ask the tutor to make changes. It won't be fair. But one of the group members thinks that she really can't work with them and wants to make changes.

Is that for the sake of herself only?

9:34 PM