Me? Myself? I?

The time we have the chance to meet up...

Today is Teachers' Day celebration...
Went back to jyss. Sat throughout the concert and thought of approaching some of the teachers after that. But end up didn't approach to any of the teachers. Haha..

It's more of gathering with friends than celebrating teachers' day.
Saw quite a number of 4e3'08 classmates.

After concert, went Tampines 1 to shop with some of them...

Teachers' Day is the only time to meet up with ex-classmates, other than the closer ones...

Somehow, I still miss tnps. The teachers and everything.
No doubt I miss jyss and the teachers.

9:58 PM

羡慕。。。

11:14 PM

No mood to study WCD. My mind keep telling me to study. I stop myself from coming online.
But the moment I take out WCD's textbook and rough paper noting things down, I start to get bored. I'll start to doodle on the rough paper instead. My mind will keep on thinking why do I have to wait so long for the next paper while others are already having their holidays.

Tired.
Accompanied my mum to SGH this afternoon. While waiting for her to do her check-up, I was sitting outside reading I-weekly, 8 days that they have. Then started reading my textbook. But after a while, I was stoning.

I realise, stoning is a good way to relax. LOL!
To the extend that I wanted to sleep. Haha...

After that, we met up with my aunt at chinatown and headed to golden mile for dinner.

I hope hope hope.. I have the mood to study tomorrow.
I'm afraid that I can't do well for WCD.
I'm afraid that I may even fail the paper...

9:43 PM

What's wrong with me?
Getting really blur.
All the blurness is all related to exams somemore. =.=

I've been doing maths past year papers for days. Doing without reading the cover page instruction. I didn't know that for Section A, the maximum marks I can get is 50, even though there is 70 marks in total for that section. Meaning I'll be doing 20 marks extra if I didn't read the instructions carefully and will be wasting time on it. I will then end up not enough time completing Section B which I have to complete all the questions.
No wonder whenever I do the paper, I will spend more than 2 hours doing on it. It's all because of my blurness....

What's more I'm blur with???????
I better settle everything before the day of exams............

11:57 AM

Blur blur blur....
I'm being very blur these days...

At first I thought WCD exam will come first followed by Math exam, even after checking the exam schedule.
But after that I realised it was the other way round.

I keep thinking that 2 Sept is on a Tuesday, which is my WCD exam.
I only realised yesterday that 2 Sept is on Wednesday. I didn't actually realised it at all until I told my mum that my paper is on 2 Sept, assuming it to be Tuesday. Only then she told me that it was a Wednesday.

Imagine I go to school next Tuesday and enter the classroom and doing the don't know what paper instead of WCD.

How blur can I be?
I could even forget that August has 31 days. And I keep thinking that 5 Sept is a Friday and why the start of vacation is on a Friday? That was like so weird....

Blur me.....

12:54 PM

Life has been normal. Nothing great.
I've been studying maths and wcd for the past few days.

Met up with yh & hy this morning and went to Changi Airport to study.
3 people doing 3 different things. Like that also can meet up and study together. Lol...
Stayed at airport from around 10am till 4.30pm. Studied at T3 and headed to T2 for lunch and continued studying....

I've managed to do 1 set of Maths past year paper. Revised through javascript.
There's still some questions that I'm not very sure about how to do for maths. The only module that there's hope for an A. Will I be able to acheive it?

WCD arh WCD...
Went through the basic of javascript, I though I understood about it. But when I start doing questions on it, I realised I don't. I don't get the function thingy. I don't get the object thingy.
救命啊！谁可以来救我？哈哈！

Airport is really a nice place to study. It's quiet and of course cooling. Haha...

I want exams to end... 2 papers left and it's dragging so looooonnnnggggg...
I want to watch shows. I want to go out. I want to do things that I want to do....

8:49 PM

End of module tests all done!
Next up will be exams!
Why must the school name it so differently? Just name it all as examination.
End of module tests doesn't seem to have any difference from exams. Why make things so difficult for us? =.=

ITOS paper was last Wednesday. It was still alright.
Yesterday was MOB paper. It was okay too.
Today's IEB paper was a killer. I crapped throughout the whole paper.
Whatever I studied doesn't seems to apply in. I just can't remember those points. Can't remember is one things, the worse thing is when I can remember but I mixed up all the different points for different topic. =.= So basically I just throw in whatever I know and the rest I just anyhow write.

Sometimes I wonder, what's the point of studying so hard and the outcome is that I still crapped through the whole paper? Spending hours on it and the outcome is don't know how to do?

Maths paper next Thursday. Going to have a break today. Been studying since the day before National Day? Tired.

I'm thinking of watching HK dramas now. But if I start, I can't stop.

7:41 PM

I'm feeling stress all because of IEB.
First was ITOS, and now IEB.
What's next? WCD?

11:55 PM

Didn't go to school today. =X
Last day of school for this semester and I skipped it.
Exam break next week but having 2 EOM tests on Monday & Tuesday. =.=
Anyway, today's lesson wasn't really important. So, instead of heading to school early in the morning, I spent my time sleeping and studying.

I was able to concentrate in the morning and managed to finish studying MOB. I even almost studied topics that wasn't needed. Lucky I checked through BB or else I would be wasting time on useless notes. My mind was totally filled with MOB. IEB doesn't seem to be able to squeeze in, and I have 10 topics to study before Tuesday's paper. Just hoping I'll be able to squeeze everything into my brain tomorrow.

Didn't go to school, but I went for astro. Only had a short presentation on Comets and Meteors. After that headed to the stadium. There should be Perseids Meteor Shower tonight. But not sure if they can see anything since the sky wasn't really clear when I was there just now. Didn't stay overnight in school for the Meteor Shower watch. I think I'll be wasting my time if I can't see anything throughout the night. I would rather have my sleep and start mugging tomorrow morning.
While at the stadium, I was using Syafiqah's lappy webcam-ing Ain. LOL! Was having so much fun and didn't want to go home. I was wondering if Ain was alright. LOL!
Anyway, Ain, you made me feel so energetic in the middle of the night. Haha!

11:43 PM

It makes me think through...
When was the time when I started to have interest in DBIT?
When was the time when I know, I have to, I must take DBIT?
When was the time I think that DBIT will lead me to a better future?

I thought through.....
I have never thought of taking DBIT.
I was being influence just by 1 student who came to our school to promote their courses. It just happen that, that student was from DBIT. What if she was from another course, will I end up choosing something else?
It was when I realise that taking business courses will be the most practical choices.
It was also when other business courses seems to be rather boring to me.
I have never thought of what job will I end up taking after studying DBIT.

Is this what I really wanted?

Sometimes I really admire the courage that _______have..........
I think I will never make those type of decisions. I don't dare to.
Dream VS Reality?
I will still stick to reality. I don't have the courage of pursuing my dreams..

Wonder will _____be reading....

10:04 PM

I don't like this feeling.
It's worse than O's.
No confidence at all.
Even when I study, nothing goes into my brain.
I don't like it.

9:54 AM

Just ignore this post....

I didn't want to come to school today.
I was 'force to'.
All thanks to WCD submission dateline.
If not for WCD, I won't come to school and waste my time for IEB lesson doing past year paper. I haven't start revising for IEB, as if I will do the questions well.
Come on, IEB is the 3rd paper. ITOS & MOB comes first. Revise also revise the other 2 modules first. =.=

What's with this? Lecturer keep 'shooting me.'
Everything somehow related to me she will call me, ask me.
Be it I went up to the whiteboard to write the answer or not, she will just 'shoot' me. I'm not the only one doing that question, can she don't keep asking me each and everything?
It's not the first time. Practically every lesson! Great that today is the last lesson.

I just can't wait for the lesson to end. I shouldn't have came. I should have spend my time staying at home revising for tomorrow's ITOS EOM test.

11:17 AM

Before the day ends.......

Happy National Day!

11:56 PM

It's back!
My lappy is back home after 1 week.

The first time when I sent for service, they changed the motherboard.
Problems still happened after that.
The second time when I sent for service, they changed the graphic card & the LCD.
The more important parts have more or less changed. It's just like a brand new lappy now.
Except for my keyboard which seems not that nice. The alphabets are all not clear white. Imagine I also change the keyboard. It's will be a totally brand new lappy except for the other cover being the same. LOL!

The engineer who fixed my lappy said that my lappy is running slightly slow. He suggested to reformat it. I don't know how to do it. I don't want to try it. So, I'm thinking if I should send it back again for reformatting. If they have the school's configuration things, I don't mind sending it back again. But have to wait till after exams to do it.
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Ohya, results for SPP sub-comm was out on Thursday.
I got in. It was my 3rd choice. But I wasn't happy. I didn't feel a thing.
Did I really wanted to be in the sub-comm or was I just trying my luck?
I don't even really know if I wanted to be a events coordinator.
But...
Since I got in, I'll just contribute what I need to do.

9:32 PM

Long weekend..
Gonna spend time studying...
But it's kind of sian..
Not in the studying mood. Haiix.

So much things to memorise for all the EOM tests & exams.
I really wonder how can i squeeze each and every point into my memory card. It seems to be lacking of space.
I need much more memory spaces.

WCD's project is almost done. Finally! After submitting, it will be the end of all the projects for the semester.
After doing so many projects with different people, I realise that everybody really has different way of working.
Shall not elaborate now. Just too lazy. Maybe some other time.

I can't wait for school vacation. But it's still so loooonggg.
Why must EOM tests & exams dates be so far apart? Can't we just settle in one go?

Anyway, being random...
It's 07/08/09

7:19 PM

Finally...
After so long, I've decided to go and watch it today.
Went to watch HP all by myself today.
First time going into the cinema watching a show by myself.
And I realised that...
There is not much of a difference going with people or not.
Since we are going in to watch a movie and not going in to talk. LOL!
I think next time if I can't find anybody to watch a movie with me, I shall just go alone.

Anyway, about the show....
People who read the book will think it's disappointing.
A person like me who didn't take the time to read all the books, will think that the show is still okay.
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It's time for me to focus on my studies.
First EOM test will be next week. That's like so FAST!!!
Focus!

No astronomy session on this Fri. No photography outing on this Sat.
Just the best time to study....

5:52 PM

It's over. No more presentations for the moment. No more powerpoint presentations for this semester.
Except for WCD? Showing of the web?

Yesterday's ITOS presentation was alright.
But...
Today's IEB presentation was a goner.

We were suppose to be the last group to perform. But ended up being the first group.
Somehow, it's good. First to go up and 'die'. At least I won't die of stress comparing with other groups.
Lecturer asked us questions, and I was stuck. More of asking questions individually than asking in a group. Super stress! Group members help also cannot. Scary!!!!
Comparing with the other groups that had just presented, I think we didn't do well? How? Last CA for IEB. Don't tell me we did badly. I'm scared....

Gonna just wait for the results to be release.... @.@

10:09 AM

LOL!
What an interview.

Stayed in school for the whole afternoon just for that less than 10min interview @ 6.40pm for SPP sub-comm.
What choices that I've put. 3 random desired posts. Totally didn't prepare for the interview. Expected questions were asked. Just anyhow crapped.
Wasted 1 choice. Treasurer, membership secretary & events coordinator. I shouldn't put membership secretary at all. That post is so much of socialising. I'm anti-social. Stupid me. Should have put secretary instead. Haiix.

Let me see, they interviewed me 5 questions? All my answers are rather short. I think I spend less than 10mins answering all the questions. I think I spend more time taking off and wearing my shoes than answering the questions. LOL!

If I'm lucky, I'll get in. If not, too bad.

It's back to that line again... There's always no harm trying. At least I tried.

8:46 PM

Shall let the pictures do the talking....

Pictures not well-taken.

Fireworks pictures all not so nice. All because of the "flying boats". =.=

So today went for SPP outing again. But didn't really do much as we went seperate ways due to the crowd. Stayed at the bay from around 6.30pm to 8.40pm. We were standing throughout that 2 hours. My legs were almost breaking.
After the fireworks, I directly headed back home. Didn't went dinner with them. Just kind of lazy.

Thanks yl for your accompany for that 1+hr window shopping around Marina Square. :)

11:47 PM