So 'great'. Argh.
11:20 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
So 'great'. Argh.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I'm contented.
10 in a team. 4 girls 6 guys. 3 ill.
We still managed to completed the whole of 50 rounds.
It was not an easy run. But we did it.
Some were ill and but we pressed on.
The last time when I felt so contented was around 5 to 6 years ago when I took my swimming test. I failed so many times. There was always not much energy left during the last 25m. Finally I passed. I was so contented that time.
We do not need to run to be the top. The main purpose is to finish the relay. And we did it.
Although someone fell, but she still ran on. Although one was having fever, but she still ran on. Although I was having stomachache and runny nose, I still ran on.
Enjoyed the whole run. I don't mind running again next year, but hope not being ill again...
9:48 PM
I almost die of pain...
Tolerate the pain for more than 45min in the train.
How 'great' was that.
Lucky it happened yesterday and not today.
Or else I doubt I will be able to run.
8:17 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
When kids are still young, they get scolded by parents.
The kid will never have anything to say.
Being silent is the best solution.
When the kids grew up and earn their own living.
Things happens totally opposite.
Parents don't nag and scold anymore.
Instead, their children will talk back to them in a very bad attitute.
To an extent, they scream at them.
Parents will never have anything to say.
Being quiet is what they can only do.
5:52 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
只要ah ma 开心，我们也开心。
It's not easy for the whole family to come together. Not even Lunar New Year.
The only time when all her grandchildren, 7 of us, come together is on her birthday.
See her smiling so happily, I'm happy too. (:
11:47 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
Monday was the only day that I came back home early.
Projects and reports. Rushing rushing rushing. Still rushing.
There goes my weekend. My weekend will be dedicated to my school projects and reports.
Datelines are getting nearer. Stress level getting higher.
I've been going out almost all the Saturdays since don't know when. Finally tomorrow I can stay at home except for dinner.
Tiring. I really need a break! But it's definitely not now. End of module tests and exams are coming up. No time to slack. Haiix.
Javascript is killing me! I don't understand what is javascript all about. Now I know why people tell me javascript is tough. I totally don't understand! Who on earth created all these stuffs and make life so difficult for us?? I'm still in the process of understanding CSS and there comes Javascript. =.=
It's tiring. Really. It's only less than a semester and I cannot take it anymore. Who tell me 1st year in poly is for slacking? If this is what it meant by slacking, I think I'll die when is 3rd year. Zzz
7:09 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
It's not 5 weeks.
It's less than that.
It's not exam.
It's end of module test.
Because the weightage is not 50%, it's not known as exams.
Because it's not known as exams, all the end of module test will be before the exam week.
I think only Maths & WCD will be during exam week?
5:56 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Left with only 5 more weeks to exams.
Projects not done.
Notes not touched.
No more time to slack.
So much things to study.
So much things to memorise.
Have to get all projects done asap or else I can never start studying.
Haven't been really memorising tonnes of notes after O's.
How did I manage to study during O's and memorise all the stuffs?
I really wonder how...
How am I suppose to memorise all those IT stuffs and business stuffs?
12:25 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I know that she's trying to have a common topic to talk.
I know that she's trying to make me talk.
But I just don't feel like talking.
It just make both of us feeling more awkward.
The moment I don't want to fit into the group, I will automatically walk alone.
Not neccessary for you to 'accompany' me for a few seconds and going back.
The feeling is worse.
For the rest of the outings, will it be the same?
I hope not.
11:40 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
First was my computer at home.
Next was my printer.
Now it's my lappy.
What's next.
Why everything spoil at the same time!
How to do my assignments???
AHHH!
10:28 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
I totally don't know how to start on redoing/ touching up on WCD assignment.
I don't know what is up to standard.
What I think and what I do is totally different thing.
I want to do it good, but I can't.
I can't get the things I want.
It's frustrating.
Totally cannot catch what the lecturer was teaching today for ITOS.
Why in the middle of the semester and there is a change in lecturer?
I have to start adapting again.
It's only slightly more than 1 term and I'm tired of projects.
How am I suppose to survive through 3 years?
9:48 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Dear Vyvyan Ng, Your Life Path Number is 7.
This based on below calculation:
Birth Date:
11-02-1992
1+1+0+2+1+9+9+2=25=2+5=7
Below are the analysis of life path number 7:
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It´s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren´t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it´s for life. It´s as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren´t a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it´s not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There´s no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.
Don't you think is kind of accurate?
I think is rather true, especially those in bold.
7:32 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
没有以前那么多话题。
感觉很不一样。
见面的时间越来越少。
不知道能维持多久。
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When was the last time the 7 of us came out together?
When will be the next time when all 7 of us are free?
After so long, we finally met again. Haven't met some of you all for more than 2 months?
The feeling is very different.
We were not as hyper as before.
Our topics seems to get lesser.
I just feel weird.
I seem to be slightly more quiet today compared to the previous time we met.
Is it really because I'm tired?
Or is it because I'm no longer the one who is always hyper anymore?
I don't know how long our friendship could last.
I really do treasure the time I had with you all.
I hope that our friendship do last.
BUT
Nobody knows what will happen in future.
We can't predict what will happen next.
Anyway, thanks for the great time we spent together. (:
10:35 PM
Went for flag day AGAIN~ All because of not sure of doing 2 shifts the previous time. So to earn back the hours, went for another flag day today.
Started off by slacking. LOL! Sat at eastlink for almost 2 hours before heading to Bedok to start collecting the donations.
Did a total of 3 flag days this year. Past 2 times, nobody ever donated 10 bucks into the tin. This time round there was 1! Lucky? I think Bedok people are just kind-hearted. Even old grandma's also donated like 10 cents when I didnt even ask them.
While collecting the donation, there was a lady who walked passed me very quicky and put a nougat on my palm. She said that I was doing a good job. =.= I was stunned at that instance.
Is this something good or bad? I don't dare to eat the nougat. Who knows that lady did something to the nougat. LOL! So I just brought it home, but ended up in the bin when my dad also didn't dare to eat. LOL!
I find it so weird.
Happen to be so lucky? I saw my cousin's nanny over there too. LOL!
Tired. Sleepy. I need my energy to go out with the freaks.
1:17 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
7:03 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I don't have a choice. So I did it.
MOB tutorial today was zzzzzz.....
Since when I did any role play stuffs? I can't remember. Maybe I didn't even did one before.
Role play acting as a manager with 3 different types of behavior during 3 different situation? I can't do it.
I didn't want to act as the manager. I didn't know what to say. I was kind of being sabo-ed. Why? Because I'm just so 'lucky' to be the only girl in the group and being the odd one out, it's the 'best' to act as the manager. =.= All the excuses from the guys for not being the 'spotlight' during the role play.
How am I suppose to act in front of the whole class and say all the 'colourful' words and being very chu lu for one of the situation? As if I will start blabbering all those words out.
Anyway is kind of waste of time to do those role plays today. I rather do tutorials. =.=
7:38 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
8:04 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
After seeing 'B's for so long. At least an 'A' for one of the project.
I'm happy. Why? Because I was so afraid that particular project that we did was out of point. Phew, it wasn't. (:
After struggling through weeks with the report and the powerpoint.
Our hardwork paid off (:
4:21 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Finished watching all 25 episodes in 3 days. No time for more hk dramas. :(
Back to reality. Back to school work & projects.
8:17 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
My weekend is over.
Starting lesson again. Projects are coming in again. Haiix.
Spent my weekend watching hk drama.
After so long, finally have a bit of time to watch hk drama again...
10:15 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
This is me.
There is nothing wrong for me being quiet. I just feel being quiet.
I just don't feel like mingling with them. Too bad.
What's wrong being alone shooting? Just that while shooting, nobody to talk with.
I don't really mind anyway. Trying to fit in with the group that I'm not comfortable with? I really rather be alone.
Other SPP members start to realise I'm alone, asking me if I have any friends around.
I didn't know how to answer.
Am I suppose to reply "Yes. There! They are infront." or just simply reply "Nope."
If I start replying, won't they just ask more??
After shooting at Haji Lane, actually wanted to stay for dinner with the rest of the members. But end up I decided coming back alone for dinner.
I'm just so lazy to go with big groups and have to search for seats for so many people.
Perhaps, today wasn't feeling very good. Feeling rather tired.
9:38 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
After so long...
I finally met up with Syafiqah again.
It's so great to see her again! We haven't meet for more than 2 months??? That's long!
When will I get to meet the others???
She went astro with me today. I'm not as bored as usual listening to people crapping around. After so long, finally got a chance to chat with Syafiqah again. The feeling is just awesome.
Meeting up with friends again is really great. Especially after long period of time. I really appreciate the friends I have around me.
Friends who bother to listen to me when I'm down.
Friends who does care about me.
Friends who don't just share laughters and joy but also troubles.
There are not many who will be there for me when I need them.
But at least there are. :)
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Nothing much for astro today. Presentation about constellation Leo & video about the Sun.
I'm loving more about astro....
Ohya.. MSTs are finally over.
Didn't manage to finish all the 4 qns for today's WCD. Only manage to finish coding 3 qns. But with 2 qns knowing that there will be some mistakes. I wonder how will I fare...
11:31 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
- Mahatma Gandhi
9:57 PM
And she sms-ed tutor to asked about it.
If not I won't be bringing my lappy tomorrow & I don't have to take my MST alrdy.
I will then start to panic what to do if I don't have lappy tomorrow for MST.
LOL! But why didn't they start clearly that we are using our own lappy for the test?
Hmmm....
5:40 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Screwed yesterday's IEB MCQ paper... The choices are all so similar. Make me have to decide on which one LOOKS correct.. =.=
Just hope I'll pass and at least get a B? Am I dreaming? B?? Is that possible?
Today's Maths paper was okay? Except for the last question. 4 questions, and the last question weigh 20 marks. Only know how to do the first part. I can say bye bye to the rest of the 19 marks. =.=
I was practically staring at the similar question yesterday night while doing my revision. I still tell my mum that I didn't know how to do that question. And what happen? It came out in today's MST. Serve me right for not clarifying with the tutor.
7:23 PM