Me? Myself? I?

Tmr will be the start of the running of the last lap... No more stopping for breaks thru the journey... The most I can only slow down my speed and have a jog.. But that can only be a while, or else I won't be able to reach the finish line on time...

Actually, if I dun revise.. I really dunno what I can do.. Just like today... Spending the whole day at home.. Watching show online for the whole morning and doing some random stuff in the aftnn... Nth much for the day... Why didnt I revise? Cuz I wanna have a day break before I start running.. I can't imagine what I can do after I reach the finish line.. I will be so free and nth to do.. Lol.. Shall not think of that 1st...

Going back to sch again tmr.. Haiix.. Suppose to be self studying de, but.... Forget it, shall not talk abt that again..
Going back to sch means gonna take back all prelim papers.. Hmm... Hope I pass all the papers.. Hope I can get at least a A1? The highest possibility of getting a A1 will be only e maths.. Other than tat, I dun have any confidence for other papers.. B's for all other papers I will be glad...

I think this will really be my last post since I'm gonna occupy my time with revision from tmr onwards...

All the best to all for yr exams..=]

Just leave a tagg if there is anything..

9:48 PM

Some pics taken on Sunday when celebrating my cousin's birthday and Mid-Autumn Festival.. But forget to take pic of my cousin when he was cutting the cake.. Haha..

7:54 PM

Prelims over... Finally! But I still have the last lap to run before the whole journey ends... Gonna have a little break before continuing the journey on Thursday..

These 2 days was A maths P1/2... Ytd's P1 was manageable... Was expecting myself to get at least a B3.. But after today's paper, I doubt so... Quite a couple of qns not very sure of doing how to do... Ohya, how blur can I be that I almost forget there is a page 6 at the back.. I almost didn't do it.. But still I did it, but I'm not sure of how to do the proving qn.. How forgetful can I be? I forget to take my long ruler which was on the table.. =.=... Took my pencil case but not the ruler.. Lols.. But luckily able to get it back cuz asked my bro get it.. Haha..
I'm gonna do my best for O's... Shall start all the revision again on Thurs..

Aft sch headed home and started using comp and watching show online...
Aft that, went out... Went to CHIJMES... See them filming.. Hmm.. Aft the filming, some of them talk to her, while I stand there and just listen.. We also took pic with her.. Aft a while, we left.. I headed back to tampines for dinner den go home..

Had a great afternoon today.. =]

9:54 PM

Ok.. I said I'm not blogging until after O's.. But.. I got so much to say.. But.. I think I will end up typing very short...
Having prelim for the whole week.. But, it's not over yet.. Still have a maths paper 1/2 to go on coming mon & tue..
And of cuz.. I still have the most impt 1 to go.. O's!!!

This whole week has been a tough week for me.. I nvr study so hard before... I did but in the effort in revising.. But the outcome may not be good.. Haiix..

Monday had geog paper n emaths paper 1.... Geog paper was... No idea.. I wrote wat I know but not sure if I rmbr wrong info anot... E maths paper 1 was still manageable..

Wednesday was maths paper 2.. Hmm... Still alright..

Thursday... Which is ytd.. Physics Paper 1/2.. Mcq was still sort of okay for me? But paper 2 wasn't.. I dun even noe if I will pass... Not even have to say getting a A..

Today... Chem.. I just don't like chem as time goes by.. So many things to memorise.. Eeee.. I doubt I will pass the paper..
Haiix.. My sciences are weak... I dunno wat I can do for just around 1+mth to go till O's...

Phew~ Aft the whole week of prelim.. I feel much more relax.. Esp aft both sci paper.. Haha

Ohya.. Actually aft prelims dunhav to go back sch for lessons le.. But now... Argh.. The school dunno why suddenly change their mind and say the graduating classes have to attend sch till 10Oct... Arghhh.. Which is like only a week plus for our self-study... Haiix... Now I have to plan my time all over again...

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Been stress for the week... Wanted to share to someone.. Wanted to say it out to my parents.. But, they just dun understand.. Tried to say.. And they don't have any reaction... When I dun say, they ask what's wrong.. But when I dun say anything, they just ignore me.... So much things in mind and I nid to let it go... No1 to share... Not able to type it out.. But, after typing this para out I felt much better...

Ok.. Shall go off now..

10:32 PM

Ok.. Nth much..
Just wanna say...

This will be my last post until O's are over...
But, I've alrdy scheduled 2 posts.. Haha..

I'll be back on 12Nov! CYA!!

All the best to all those who are taking exams! ~

Just leave a tag if there is anything.. =]

10:17 PM

Try sitting in front of the geog textbook for hours... Try memorising as much things as possbile.. I will just go crazy.. Been memorising geog for the whole day... But, I'm not done yet.. How boring it can be sitting in front of the geog textbook for the whole day... Stuck at a particular page for at least 15min... Sian!!!
My flu haven't recover yet.. Sian.. Hope I will recover by Monday.. Or else it will be so troublesome for me.. Haiix...

All the prelim papers will be coming from Monday onwards... Haiix.. No confidence for all the papers even though I haven't do the paper yet.. :(

It's so irritating that they kip arguing for this and that for no particular reason... IRRITATING!!!
Whole day at home... Didn't speak to my dad for more den 10 sentences. Didn't speak to my mum more den 20 sentences.. And they didn't care what I'm been doing.. How have I progress in my studies for the exams... Nvm.. Since they don't bother.. I shall not bother too much too... I shall concentrate on my exams... Do it well for my own sake...

Tmr will be another day of mugging.. HAIIX!

11:07 PM

*Sniff* *Sniff* *Ahhh Chhoooo!~* There I go again... It always happen during the period before exams... Every time before exams I will start to fall ill... Haiix.. How come? I've got no idea why... I wonder what will happen the few days before O's... I dunwan the same thing happen just like MT O's.. [Recalling what happen during MT O's: Had diarrhoea the day before.. Before the paper, started to feel unwell.. Doing paper 1, start to feel cold.. Brrr.. Doing paper 2, I'm cold! Was feverish..] Haiix...

Didn't do much today... Studied geog n prac maths.. That's all..

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Haiix... Why do they have so much to argue.. Every single thing can argue abt.. Or maybe not even arguing.. Dad will start 'nagging' at my mum this and that which is like so irritating.. Haiix.. Can't he say things properly? He can start saying things which sounds so awful... Haiix...

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AHHHHHHH CHHOOOOOO~

10:10 PM

As if I was joking... I asked my mum what other things can she ask me everyday? "Have u eaten? Can help me do this do that?"No other topics.. I said " You tried to close our gap by speaking like us.. But do u really realise the gap is not closing up, instead is getting further?" While saying, I was laughing.. She thought I was joking.. Nvm... I've nvr really said all those things out before.. I said and she thought I was joking... ... ...

Who else really understand how I'm feeling at this moment when prelims are getting nearer... I told my mum if only there isn't no exams, how good will that be.. I told her I will not do well for my prelims.. And she asked " No confidence?" That's all... Haiix...

How did u ppl go thru the BIG 'O'??? It seems more difficult then I thought... Ppl will start mugging like mad when exams are getting nearer.. But I can't... Instead, when exams are not so near, I will be studying... Exams getting nearer each day.. HELP! How did u ppl gone thru that stage????

AHHHHHH!!!!

9:45 PM

Argh... I'm not suppose to be complaining.. "Think of ppl hu have no food to eat b4 complaining of the food you eat."
Ya, I noe ppl in other countries may not even have food to eat.. But, going the same coffee shop every week.. At least twice a week.. Eating the same stalls food almost every week... Argh.. I'm sick of the food I'm eating.. There is not much variety of food here at those coffee shops.. What can I do? Cook? Right... It can take years for me to cook a meal.. Perhaps just eating alone, I can just settle by myself with just a cup noodle and I'm done... How long more must I always eat the same food... Thinking of it alrdy make me sick...

Aft dinner just now.. Was walking back home all alone.. Saw a grandson wants his grandpa to carry him.. Suddenly, I just thought of my grandpa.. Suddenly, I miss him so much... Memories with him when I'm young just came back to my mind.. Lol.. I'm just being random...

Hmm.. What have I been doing the whole day.. Did phy tys.. Lol.. yihan n huayang came over to my hse and study together.. Haha.. But all of us did different things as the same time.. They left around 4+pm.. Den... It's time for my nap! HAHA!!
Nap? If this carries on.. I can't imagine what will happen to O's.. So many papers are in the aftnn.. What if I feel slpy and wanna slp during the exam?? AHHH!!!

7:11 PM

Bored!!! AHHH!!!
MUGGING MUGGING AND MORE MUGGING... That's all..

10:15 PM

Went out to study wif yihan n puiann.. Not really studying.. More of doing work.. Lol..
Aft tat went home have my nap..
Whole night was feeling so restless... Can't get into the mood to study my geog or other subj.. Sian~

Why must we have exams? It's just gonna make me go crazy...

10:14 PM

Didn't do much today.. Went out watch movie in the morning.. Watched 'Money No Enough 2'.. Den have lunch, headed home.... Reached home had a nap.. Wanted to wake up at 5pm but end up waking up at 5.30pm.. Haiix..
Aft that.. Revise my geog.. Nth much..

I think my whole week of sept holi will be boring... Sian!!!!! PRELIM!! O's!! I just can't w8 for it to be over.. Provided I'm ready for it... Argh...

SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! Can't my life be more exciting??

10:47 PM